Oneshot 14 Proof (17 )

                                    

                                          
 Oneshot 14 Proof (17 )

 Gem's fingers have clawed into Fourth's shirt as they lie on the bed in silence.

 Fourth strokes the black hair of his sad brother, whose face lies on his chest.

 The shirt is now soaked from Gem's outraged tears right at the site of the alleged betrayal.

 And Gem's hand still clasps the top buttons with angry fingers.

 Fourth feels the warmth burning like a sun within him for every life.

 Seeing Gem so sad makes every cell in him cry out to comforted and picked up.

 Even if he doesn't realise why Gem is so sad.

 They have been lying in Fourth's bed for half an hour.

 Fourth waits patiently for his favourite human to explain what is troubling him.

 He tenderly caresses the beloved body on his chest and gives it his warmth and security.

 And as Fourth is like that, his thoughts are constantly circling in the labyrinth of their relationship.

 How often has he been left alone with his thoughts?

 Tried to find evidence for himself.

 To explain Gemini's behaviour.

 In the past, hope still hovered in his thoughts.

 But that's gone for good now.

 Fourth has been going through every step since he arrived back home.

 The alcohol is buzzing in his head and he has to make an effort to remember the events clearly.

 He arrived, greeted their cute kittens and was pleased that Gemini was still there.

 He still remembers how he stood at the door to the room.

 But the look on Gemini's face just wouldn't cross his mind.

 He walked towards him.

 When was the moment when Gemini suddenly started crying?

 He grumbled about his buttoned-up shirt.

 Fourth looked down at Gemini's hand on his covered chest.

 Those clutching fingers.

 Yes, that was exactly what Gemini was annoyed about.

 But he was still angry then.

 It's important to Gemini that Fourth takes care of his image.

 He's the cute one in their ship.

 Gemini prefers to show off his sexy chest.

 Fourth has no problem with Gem insisting on it.

 But that wasn't the reason for the sobbing.

 After all, Fourth hadn't shown any chest when he came back.

 And suddenly he remembers that Gemini had seen him in the picture.

 That was his reproach.

 That's why he was angry.

 Fourth hadn't shown his image outside and had made his Gemini angry.

 Angry, but not sad.

 Fourth just doesn't understand what happened next.

 He really strains himself mentally, while Gemini's despair rages inside him, whimpering.

 Gemini breathes the scent of his love and understands what it means for the first time.

 He can't do anything about the feelings flowing out of him.

 Inside, he sits opposite himself in the dungeon and weeps for his lost love.

 He was able to hide from himself for so long.

 The love of his Fourth surrounded him every day and yet he was too afraid to allow these feelings.

 And he himself had chased Fourth into the arms of another.

 Another who now possessively demanded that he cover his chest in front of Gem.

 Gem's fingers claw desperately at the evidence of his loss.

 Everything burns and howls at the loss.

 And yet it is his love that gives him comfort.

 Fourth's lovely appearance, his scent, his tender hands.

 Gemini feels suffocated by the loss, while his heart whimpers loudly in time with the realisation.

 Fourth is there and yet he does not belong to him.

 It must have felt like that to him all this time.

 This is what Gem has been doing to him all this time.

 And he is unaware of any sound as he lets himself be comforted by his first love.

 Gem wants to hang silently on his body forever and feel his closeness and warmth.

 Forever he is willing to do without all the necessities of life as long as he can feed on the scent of love.

 Time passes them by as they silently savour their embrace.

 And Fourth can hardly stand it any longer.

 The impulse to simply enquire becomes stronger and stronger.

 They can't stay like this forever.

 After all, they have to get up early and Gem has to free himself before he falls asleep.

 And with a brave heart, Fourth finally wants to make a start.

 "Are you all right?" he whispers against Gemini's head.

 And Gemini presses his face more firmly against his chest.

 "Gem, you can talk to me! What's wrong?" Fourth gives him so much tenderness with his hand that Gemini melts away.

 He gently caresses his beloved's face and takes his chin between his index finger and thumb.

 And Gem's face is gently turned upwards.

 Fourth's heart breaks at the sight of his teary eyes.

 And immediately tears well up in his own.

 "I'm worried, Gem! Please talk to me!" the pleading voice of his love flows into Gemini's soul.

 And everything in him just wants to win Fourth over.

 He takes a deep breath and feels pure fear coursing through his veins.

 Every question that burns on his tongue could prove his ultimate loss.

 But he has finally heard himself and wants to bravely make his way out of the dungeon.

 "Who's that guy?" Fourth is pleased to hear Gemini's deep, quiet voice.

 And only in the next moment does the content enter his mind.

 Oh, that's what Gemini's all about.

 He's probably worried that their friendship won't survive the other.

 After all, Fourth had told him to cover his chest at the other's request when he went back to Gem.

 Fourth's smile widens and Gemini's anxiety grows louder.

 "Oh well, he's a student from my term!" sighs Fourth with relief, "You don't have to worry! He knows that you're an integral part of my life. Our bond won't change, Gem!" Fourth gives him a gentle smile.

 And he sees Gem's eyes darken.

 "Are you together?" so much more floats in his controlled bass.

 And a painful stab runs through Fourth's heart.

 And he lets go of Gem's chin, unable to hold his gaze.

 But Gemini has earned his sincerity.

 His best friend will always be a part of his personal life.

 "No! We're not together!" he replies dryly.

 And before any more questions arise from Gem, Fourth prefers to continue.

 "He only got permission to court me. He asked to be allowed to hope," Gemini's soul burns brightly, "but that doesn't change our friendship, Gem!" Fourth looks at him again, "he knows how important you are to me!" he nods with conviction.

 And the anguish simply bursts out of Gem.

 "Oh yes! That's why he's allowed to tell you to tuck in your shirt when you come to me?" his jealousy quivers out of him.

 And Fourth feels the fingers gripping his shirt even tighter.

 So that's Gem's problem.

 "No!" shouts Fourth, "No, Gem!" he repeats, filled with the realisation of the gods, "It was just that! He probably wanted to prove to me how he felt about me," he explains kindly.

 He finally understands what has made Gem so sad.

 But Fourth will prove to him that he doesn't have to be sad.

 "I'll talk to him!" Gemini falters as Fourth gently pushes him off his chest, "He'll learn to understand!" Fourth simply stands up.

 And Gemini's eyes widen with incomprehensible fury as Fourth begins to unbutton his shirt.

 "Gem, I've finally accepted what our bond means," more and more soft skin is revealed, "you may not realise it, but I'm really ready to accept our friendship for what it is," Fourth throws his shirt on the floor, "you're the most important person to me!" Fourth's voice trembles as he opens his trousers and takes them off, "I'll explain to him that you'll never see me with the eyes he fears. I can also show myself to you naked without our friendship ever crossing the line," Fourth thinks he has understood his Gemini correctly, "So don't be sad! Nothing will change between us!" Gemini's eyes wander over Fourth's sensual beauty.

 He stands in front of the bed wearing only boxer shorts.

 And Gemini's body escalates as he slowly makes his way back to the bed and lies down next to him.

 "You see! My brother Gem can't just see my bare chest. He can see everything about me!" he smiles at Gem and crosses his arms behind his head with satisfaction.

 And this time Gemini's lack of words has completely different reasons.

 The heavenly charms of his love flow through his veins and release completely new flames.

 Now that he admits his love to himself, all his senses can absorb completely new stimuli.

 And Fourth's skin and his scent sweep him into the spheres of sensual devotion.

 Only his words disturb the loving Gemini.

 Everything inside him urges him to grab hold immediately.

 Gemini himself is frightened by the burning desire of his body.

 But his lips need to know more first.

 "Did he touch you?" he murmurs so low that Fourth immediately stares at him.

 And Gemini's gaze releases so many butterflies in his stomach.

 Fourth blushes and quickly averts his eyes.

 "No! I still can't!" Gemini's eyes blaze at the still that disturbs him immensely.

 "I don't want you to ever see him again!" growls a possessive demon at Fourth's side.

 And Fourth's astonishment shows so clearly on his face.

 "But I told you he accepts our friendship. He really is a very understanding, sweet guy," Fourth barely dares to look at his flaming brother.

 "Fourth!" Gemini's bass demands of his love.

 "Gem, please! Believe me!" Fourth's heart threatens to leap out of his chest.

 "Promise me you'll never see him again!" demands Gem, triggering the utmost rage in Fourth.

 "Why are you doing this to me?" Fourth can no longer bear all the shock.

 And he looks at Gem with trembling eyes.

 And the beautiful cat's eyes flicker with the tears of the hurt Gem has been inflicting on him for so long.

 Gem's heart clenches at the sight of his love's pain.

 He is such a coward.

 He can feel so clearly how long he's been such a coward.

 And still he is unable to simply cry out his love.

 Fourth needs proof.

 And Gem's body only finds one way to give it to him.

 "Gem!", Fourth falters as he presses his plump centre against Fourth's thigh.

 And Gemini's eyes flame so deeply as he presses harder and harder against him.

 Fourth just shakes his head in disbelief.

 This can't be what he's feeling.

 Fourth's eyes would never dare to look down.

 Gemini's jeans must only feel so hard.

 Fourth no longer understands anything and gently pulls his leg back a little.

 And a barely audible sound escapes his lips as Gem suddenly grabs his hip and pulls him firmly to the spot he wants to prove himself.

 And the highest wave of amorous desire overwhelms Gemini's body as he feels his arousal pressing against the sensual body of his love.

 Never before.

 Gemini has never felt such heat rising inside him.

 This liberated feeling of heavenly love mingles with a screaming feeling of longing devotion.

 And Gemini hums without being able to hear himself.

 And Fourth erects so hard at the deep humming that escapes from his great love.

 So often.

 So many times he gave in to his sensual obsession with Gemini.

 So many times Fourth secretly satisfied himself with thoughts of his love.

 And always afterwards, the darkest shame flowed over his redeemed skin.

 Deep red.

 Purple.

 Gemini sees Fourths immersed in the colour of the most sensual arousal.

 "Mhmmmm!" he grumbles with thrusting desire in his lap, pressing his forehead firmly against Fourth's bare shoulder.

 "Promise me!" Gemini's breath burns against Fourth's skin.

 And Fourth's heart can no longer bear it all.

 "Gem, I don't understand!" whispers the most secret part of Fourth's soul.

 And Gemini's heart receives all the heaviness he did to Fourth.

 And Fourth is startled when Gemini suddenly stands up.

 He can hardly wait to feel the hot closeness to Fourth again.

 Just for a moment.

 Just briefly, Gemini pulls back to undress too.

 Fourth's eyes widen as he pulls his T'shirt over his head and flings it away.

 The sound of his belt and the incredible sight of his jeans coming off.

 And Gemini just wants Fourth to understand.

 And in one leap, he pounces on Fourth again, pushing him backwards and nestling against his chest again.

 "Mhmm!" Fourth swallows his sound as he feels Gemini's hot excitement pressing against his thigh, covered only by a thin layer of fabric.

 And lured by the sensually suppressed sound, Gemini fixes his love-struck eyes on Fourth's face.

 "You'll never meet him again!" Gemini's will is free.

 And Fourths looks boldly into the eyes of his torturer.

 And all vengeance injects its power into his veins.

 What does Gemini want?

 What only-child Possession is driving him to this?

 Gemini doesn't seem to be in his right mind.

 And Fourth doesn't want to be his toy anymore.

 "What are you doing Gem?" he growls dangerously now, his body furiously aroused, "You don't realise what you're doing!" Gem is supposed to be burning himself on the flames in his eyes.

 But Gemini only melts deeper and deeper into the love caves of their Garden of Eden at the sight.

 He dives in and feels himself swelling further and further at the divine sight of the happiness that presents itself to him.

 "You're such an egotist!" Fourth grabs Gem's shoulders with hurt eyes when he sees the happy movements in his eyes, "You're such a sadist!" the pain bursts from Fourth's lips.

 And those lips need proof so badly.

 And Gemini lowers his head and gives them all the proof they need.

 "Ahhhh!" every fibre of Fourth's body softens as he receives the kiss of his only love.

 And Gemini's lips nibble and suck so passionately on his love's wounded lips.

 He tastes the flavour of the Garden of Eden and loses himself in ever more tender strokes on his Fourth's lips.

 Gentler and gentler.

 Until their lips pressed together are just breathing and whispering wordlessly about eternity.

 Fourth should feel it.

 He should finally understand.

 And their breath still swirls hotly around each other as Gemini pulls back just a breath to look into Fourth's eyes.

 He wants to hear it.

 He wants Fourth to promise him.

 And the same longing rumbles in Fourth's soul.

 Gem should tell him.

 He should promise him his love.

 And two lovers strive for each other in the Garden of Eden of their Free Love.

 And the longer they gaze at each other wordlessly, the higher their emotional seas rise.

 Fourth feels so much anger rising within him.

 Gemini is simply unwilling to confess his feelings to him.

 Even though Fourth's soul sees their kiss as recompense for any pain, he insists on hearing these words.

 And Gemini floats him to such unknown spheres that he is no longer master of his own house.

 He has kissed his love.

 A kiss of love.

 A real kiss.

 And he adores the kissed one with every pore of his body.

 The beautiful Fourth now appears to Gem in incomprehensibly higher divinity.

 Gem's heart screams at the sight of the most sensual perfection.

 And, even as he recognises his love's increasingly furious eyes, he is willing to throw himself into any sea of flames.

 Fourth is the most beautiful flame in his universe and Gem is ready to burn himself forever.

 "Now what?" hisses Fourth provocatively into Gemini's molten, obsessive face.

 "Ahhh, Gem!" he suddenly moans, "Ahhhh!" lust bursts from his lips as Gem simply reaches down to Fourth's aroused manhood.

 And Gem's soul flames up as he inhales Fourth's lust erupting from him as he massages his bulging proof.

 "Ahhh!" Fourth covers his surprised pleasure face with his hands.