Kabanata 2

                                    

                                          
This chapter may contain some typographical errors,  i am apologizing in advance, Krystallies.
Xylia Victoria Margaret Oligario's POV
Good afternoon po, Ma'am. Shopee Delivery po.
I immediately frowned at what I read. Delivery? Do I have a parcel? I can't remember na nag order ako.
xylia: kuya wala naman po akong natatandaan na nag order ako ng anything sa shopee, baka na wrong send lang po kayo.
Nagtataka man ay pinatay ko narin ang cellphone ko at hindi na nag hintay ng reply niya, baka nangt-trip lang 'yon or na wrong send ng message.
I just sighed before looking around the place, i missed Shawn so much. Kumusta na kaya siya?
I just found myself opening my phone and checking my messages to him.
xylia: please, Shawn? Take back what you said
xylia: I'm begging please, i will do anything. Just don't leave me.
xylia: Please, Shawn. Don't leave me, don't break up with me.
I continued scrolling through my messages to him and somehow, i feel sorry for myself. I never found myself begging for someone, only him.
I felt hot tears running down my cheeks as I looked at our old pictures and I didn't notice that I was crying so hard, so Yazzie and Matthew immediately went to me. 
"Xy, bakit ka umiiyak? Ano'ng nangyari?" Nag aalalang wika ni Yazzie sa'kin at agad akong niyakap. I buried myself on her shoulder and cried louder as I felt Matthew's hand caressing my hair. "Shh, calm down, Xy." He softly said
Umiyak lang ako sa kanila nang umiyak hanggang sa nabuhos ko lahat nang sakit at sama ng loob ko sa nangyari. When I calmed down, Yazzie immediately handed me my water. "Okay kana?" She asked and I just smiled and nodded
"Ano ba talagang nangyari?" Matthew asked and looked at me. Bumuntong hininga ako at nagsalita. "We broke up." I said that surprised them. 
"Ha? Pa'no?" Takang tanong ni Yazzie. "H-he cheated on me, with Sabrina."
Nanlaki ang mata nila sa narinig. "With Sabrina? Yung blockmates niya?" Paninigurado ni Yazzie bago ako tumango.
"Wait, pa'no? E, napaka loyal sa'yo ni Alvarez?" May bahid na inis na wika ni Matthew. "I don't know either, h-he said for the business." 
"Business? Naniwala ka talaga diyan, Xylia? Kung para sa negosyo 'yon hindi sana siya makikipaghiwalay sa'yo, at kung mahal ka talaga ng lalaking 'yon ay hindi niya pipiliin ang desisyon ng magulang niya kaysa sa sarili niyang gusto. Nag-iisip kaba, Xy? Matalino ka hindi ba? Pero bakit pag dating sa pag-ibig nagpapaka-tanga kana?" Galit na wika sa'kin ni Matthew na ikinagulat naming dalawa ni Yazzie
"Matthew, stop." Yazzie stopped him and grabbed his arm but Matthew pulled it away. "No, Yazzie. Hayaan mong marinig ito ni Xylia para magising na siya sa katangahan na ginagawa sa kaniya ng Alvarez na 'yon. Gamitin mo naman 'yong utak mo, Xy. Hindi lang sa Law, gamitin mo rin sa pag-ibig. Kaya ka laging naloloko-" Hindi na nagawang ituloy ni Matthew ang sasabihin niya nang sapakin ko siya.
"Oh really, Matthew? Bakit, anong rason kung bakit ako laging naloloko? Sige Matthew, sabihin mo. Ano? Dahil mabilis akong ma attached? Kaya lagi akong nagagamit? Sige, sabihin mo! Kilalang kilala mo ako, 'di ba?" He remained silent as I pushed him. "You know nothing, so you have no right to speak to me like that. Kaibigan lang kita, Matthew. Know your limits." I said full of pain before i left.
"Wait, Xy!" I heard Yazzie call my name multiple times, but I didn't bother to look or go back. I was hurt, really really hurt by Matthew's words.
Alam kong tanga ako sa pag-ibig, Matthew. Pero sana naman hindi mo na sa'kin ipamukha kasi  mas lalo mo lang akong sinasaktan.