I change into Ram's Hackett Tshirt and step out to find no one in the room.
I move out and find him in the balcony with his back facing me. I stealthily go and hug him from behind. He chuckles and lets me hug him.
"Thank you for today" I whisper and he turns around smiling. His smile does something to my heart.
He pulls me closer from my waist and I say "Pick me up"
He effortlessly, picks me and I round my legs around his waist and wrap my arms around his neck.
I peck his lips once and whisper looking into his eyes "I want you to be rough on me tonight"
He grins and pecks my lips and walks inside the room while I slam my lips on his and kiss him with all my heart.
We fall on the bed, with him over me as we continue kissing. I love you! I really do and I love you more each passing day.
My eyes tear up and a lone tear slips down my cheek. He breaks the kiss and wipes my cheek with his thumbpad,
"Baby, why these tears now?" He whispers.
I just pull his face in response and kiss him again not wanting to reply.
His shrill ringtone, makes up pull apart.
"Just a second baby" He quickly gets off me and attends his phone.
"Abhi yaar, bohot galat time pe call kiya hai tu ne" He says annoyingly and I blush.
"Yeah man I'll do it! Ofcourse! Not yet bro... I don't know okay? Now can I please fuck her?"
My eyes widen for him being so blunt!! Yeah I know it's Abhi and he knows about us but what the hell??
"Raaamm" I whisper yell at him and he looks at me.
"Yeah thanks a lot now fuck off" He disconnects and jumps over me.
"Why the hell would you say that to him?" I glare at him and he just goes on kissing my jaw and my cheeks.
"Ram I'm asking you" I push his shoulders.
"God dammit let me make love to you!!"
It took me by surprise, I couldn't help but freeze.
Make love to me? Did I hear it right? He doesn't just wants to fuck me but make love to me???
I look at him and he just stares right back into my eyes.
"Make love?" I mumble under my breath.
He gets up and ruffles his hair as he stands facing his back at me.
I get off the bed "Ram?"
"Fuck! I need some air" He rushes out without turning back once.
What's going on? Why is he behaving so weird and different today!!?
I call abhi and he receives it surprised "Priyuu"
"What the hell were you talking about to Ram earlier?"
"It's not my place to tell"
"Abhi"
"Priyu, I'm sorry for whatever bullshit I said, I love you! You're my bestfriend yaar, I can't be without you and I feel so so so fucking bad that you aren't here. Please come back... both of you! I need you guys here tomorrow... it's a very special and big day in my life and I want my bestfriends here"
I smile "I missed you too and I'm sorry too.. we'll be back"
"Omg really? Love you yaar priyu.. mujhe malum hai tu jitna jaldi gussa hoti hai utni jaldi pighal bhi jaati hai.. you're the best"
I giggle and disconnect saying "Now go and rest, we'll see you tomorrow"
I go out find ram pacing in the living room.
"You okay?" I ask making him stop in his tracks and look back at me.
He comes up to me and stares at me before holding me from my shoulders and saying "Do you think I'll hurt you?"
"What? Why would you think that?"
"Just answer me priya"
"Okay relax, I don't think you'll ever hurt me ram"
"Am I capable of..."
"Of?"
"Of loving someone?" He mumbles.
"Why do you think you aren't? Just because you have flings?"
"No, I mean like... do you think I'll be able to love you how you want to be loved? Will I be enough? Will I be good at it? Or I'll spoil everything?"
I cup his face and tiptoe to peck his lips "Please don't pressurise yourself to love me, I don't want that. Losen up yourself ram. Don't do this. Just because i have feelings for you, you don't have to feel back the same. I understand" I could feel tears sting my eyes but I can't see him so stressed about reciprocating my feelings.
"No priya, you're misunderstanding" He shakes his head and I frown.
He holds my hands which were cupping his face.
"I don't want to spoil things between us, I want to spoil you. Spoil you with my love and willingly spoil you with my love"
I suck in a sharp breath "What?"
"I feel I don't want anyone else, I do want to make love to you" He says softly with his soft gaze on me.
"Ram, don't joke. Don't play with me" I shake my head not able to process what he is saying.
"Baby, it's no joke"
I feel tears accumulating my eyes.
He cups my face and pecks my lips once, twice and thrice before rubbing his nose with mine.
"You've made me crazy for you and I like this craziness for you.. I don't want to lose this side of me ever and I want to keep you to me until my last breath"
Did he just fucking confess? OH MY GOD!
"What? I- I mean.. oh my god.. Ram?" I'm not able to control my emotions at the moment.
He chuckles and pulls me in a hug. Gosh! I needed this to calm my myself down.
"You make me happy and you bring me peace" He whispers over my head.
I hold him tightly and bury my face in his chest.
We stay like that for some time and I break the hug to look at him but he still had held me around my waist.
"Did you just confess that you love me?" I whisper looking into his eyes.
He chuckles "Then what else did I do?"
I pout "Where the hell is the three magical words mister? Your confession won't count unless that's said"
"Is it mandatory?" He has this amused look on his face.
"Ofcourse!!!! Say it now" I whine.
He chuckles and picks me up allowing me to wrap my arms and legs around him.
"I..."
I start blushing already.
He chuckles and I pout "Aage toh bolo"
"Love..."
"Hmm-hmm" I grin wide.
"Abhi"
My grin turns into a straight face.
"WHAT?"
"Abhi is the best one I have" He grins and I try wiggling out of his arms "Leave me you asshole"
I start smacking his shoulders so that he drops me down but wow he doesn't have any affect of those.
He laughs and carries me to the room where he puts me down on the bed and hovers over me.
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