I wake up with a weight on me and my muscles sore and screaming in pain.
I open my eyes and a smile tugs my lips as I find him sleeping by hugging me close to him. He was almost on top of me, hiding his face in my nape and I could feel his warm breath on my neck which sent tingling sensation down my body.
It's the first time he's sleeping with me. My eyes moisten unknowingly.
I slowly move my fingers in his silky locks knitting this moment in my head for life. I never thought he would ever handle me with so much care and at the same time make me feel heaven.
A lone tear drops down my cheek and he stirs. I wipe my tear and he lifts his face up, opening his sleepy eyes slowly.
He smiles which flutters my heart. I smile biting my lower lip controlling my tears to flow down.
But his smile turns to worry and he is fully away, cupping my cheek "Hey, you okay? Baby?"
"Hmm.. it's just..." I choke "Thank you so much"
He sighs and kisses my lips "You deserve every happiness"
"You're the best" I smile with tears and he chuckles kissing my cheek "You're the bestest my baby"
My heart fluttered again when he referred me as his.
"You sore?" He caresses my cheek.
"Little bit" I mumble and he starts dropping kisses on my whole face which made me giggle.
"Ram... what are you doing?"
"Kissing you?"
I chuckle and he goes on dropping kisses on my face. He then starts kissing down my throat and to my chest... he latches his lips on my nipple and I moan feeling the pleasure he is eliciting.
I'm tired and sore but he has some magic that ignites the desire in me. My hands clutch his hair and he goes on pleasuring me rolling his tongue and sucking my assets.
"Raam...." I moan and next moment I feel his cold fingers caressing my womanhood.
His fingers are then replaced by his hardened shaft and I moan in pain as he thrusts into me.
He slams harder into me and it wasn't late that I was a moaning mess under him. He squeezed my boobs and pressed his lips against my bruised ones.
Soon, I felt the knot inside my stomach explode and he too released his seeds in me.
"Fuck!! I can't get enough of you" He pants heavily as he falls on me.
"Thanks for making me more sore" I chuckle and he laughs kissing my jaw "I want to fuck you until you can't walk baby"
I giggle and he drops another sets of kisses over my stomach and up to my neck.
He comes up to my lips and pecks it softly.
I smile at him "You said you are not vanilla sex kinda guy"
He bites his lower lip which made him look so sexy at the moment. Uff!!
"I ain't" He shrugs.
My face falls and he cups my cheek "What happened?"
"I'm not enough for you isn't it? You're just showing sympathy to me" My eyes well up thinking the worst.
"Hey are you crazy? No! Stop with this overthinking baby... you're more than enough for me and I mean it... yes I love kinky and rough sex but I didn't know I have this side where I can be soft.... soft for you... and I love to be soft for you..."
"Really?"
"Didn't I just sleep with you? That's a huge deal and to be honest, I've never slept so peacefully before" He whispers and I get lost in his chocolate brown eyes.
"You make me crazy Priya. So crazy for you. I don't wish to leave you. I want to take care of you and do everything I can for you" He caresses my cheek ever so softly.
I pull his face down and kiss him pouring everything within me in that one long soulful kiss.
"I love you.." I blurt out in between the kiss and he freezes.
I pull back and he has a blank straight face. I don't know why I said it but this guy has been amazing since the day I met him. I know he has stirred something with in me and I can't afford to lose him. Not especially after today. I bite my lip in nervousness because he is still not reacting.
Fuck! Did I mess up by confessing?
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... shit! I'm sorry... I know.. you just agreed to give a chance yesterday and shit.. I'm so sorry..." I panic and blabber feeling I lost him. My eyes well up.
"I'm so pathetic! We should take it slow but.. oh god! I'm sorry... just forget it please...please"
He looks at me blabbering shit and presses his lips against mine shutting me up.
I whimper in the kiss and he just goes on kissing me until I calmed down.
He pulls back and wipes my cheek with his thumbpad "I'm not mad. It's strange that I should have been mad but I'm not baby. I really like you priya. I want to take this slow. Let me know more about you. Maybe then, I can clearly know about what I feel for you. But trust me, i don't want to hurt you ever. Let me figure out myself and my thoughts and feelings for you. I do like you but I need some time. Maybe you need some time too? Right?"
I blink my tears away and snuggle into him, hiding my face in chest. He lays down on his back and pull me on his chest.
"I do feel what I said just now" I mumble and he simply caressed my bare back making random patterns.
"I don't want to lose you ram" I mumble and he hums. Just hums.
I close my eyes and don't know when or how but sleep engulfs me.
I really don't want to wake up alone in this room.
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