53 (Scared)

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Author pov

Jin looked at the text Yeonjun has eent him. He sighed and leaned to the wall.
"So you are in the way here." He said looking at the message again. He chuckled.
"I wonder what'll you do if find what a time I had with your husband! You bitch!" He said and closed his eyes. 
"Jinnie! Jinnie!" He came out of his thoughts hearing Somi's little voice. Coming out of the room he found Somi with her hair brush and her hairpins.

As soon as she saw Jin a smile appeared on her lips.
"What does my princess want?" Jin asked her and hugged her in her arms. She gave the hair brush and the other things.
"Somi....panda!" She said and giggled. Jin smiled.
"You want me to tie your hair like a panda?" She smiled and nodded.
"Ok! Now sit here. Let me brush your hair first!" He said and began brushing her hair.

"What beautiful hair you have!" He said smiling. He took the hairs were fallen on his pants. He chased them away but then they caught his eyes.
"Hair!"

Jisoo pov

"Dad knows about everything!" Suho turned and looked at with narrowed eyes.
"What do you mean by everything?" I sighed and closed my eyes.
"Whatever happened in the past what happened to our relationship and...." I opened my eyes and looked at him.
"Seokjin!" He titled his head.

"He....he...." He chuckled.
"He knew about Seokjin?" I went to him.
"I know how you feel Suho! I am also so confused an-"
"Jisoo you have no idea how I am feeling right now!" He said angrily looking at me.
"Suho!"
"After coming back after years, I am back.....and have found the things have been hidden from me. Do you know how does it feel losing the one you love cause of a lie and then find you are the one who has been lied to. The one who has lost everything cause the others called him a guilty person but you are nothing but an innocent person who has been used not just me but MY SON!" I bit my bottom lip.

"Suho!" He closed his eyes tears falling down his eyes.
"I even cannot tell my son who am I?" He looked at me.
"You know what hurts more?"
"Su-"
"That you are still using MY son for your benefits!" He said and took his coat and went out.
"Suho! Suho wait! Please listen to me! Suho!"

Jungkook pov

"I am done! Look I even eat my vegetables." Jimin said and showed his plate to Jin. I chuckled and shook my head feeding Somi who was beside me.

"Ok! Jimin you can play-"
"Just for half an hour I know." He said and then ran out of the kitchen.
"Ahhh this child! He ate his dinner so fast that I didn't even find when he has eaten." He said and shook his head.
"Somi baby have some soup too!" He said and fed her.
"Let him be! You are so strict in these things. They are children and wanna play and have fun around."
"Jungkook it is not acceptable for him to be playing all the time. You are so careless when Jimin and Somi want something and lose to them. Like he would go and play without having dinner if it was you." I smiled.

"Ok Mr Kim! I will listen teacher." He narrowed his eyes.
"What did you say?" I laughed and shook my head.
"What? You wanna punish me?" I asked and he chuckled and shook his head.
"I will leave tonight so you'll find I have no jokes with anyone."
"Ah you are being mean now!" I turned and gave some of Somi's food.

"But really I have to go!" I looked at him.
"Why?" He smiled.
"I have to go! I have a house. I missed my mom and also my friends. Also two weeks has passed." He said and bit his bottom lip.
"Soon Jaehyun will be here so it is better for me to leave before he is here." Two weeks has passed? When did it pass? Is it two weeks already?

"Jungkook!" I came out of my thoughts as he called me.
"You ok?" He asked and came and sat beside me. I smiled.
"I am fine just....just...." I looked at him.
"I just didn't understand when the two weeks has passed." I looked into his eyes.
"It is like I cannot feel the time goings when you're around." He smiled.
"It passed quite soon. I enjoyed my time and will miss these two weeks." I looked at him and swallowed.

"Jungkook!" I looked at him.
"What is this? Why are you looking at me like this?" I sighed and smiled.
"It is...nothing!"

Jin pov

I could feel the sadness in his eyes. It is the very same feeling I have. Like....how can I spend my time without being next to him?

"Alright are you packer? Have you taken-" He was cut when I hugged him. After some time he wrapped his arms around my waist and then kissed my head.
"I will miss you! So much!" He said and nuzzled my face in his neck.
"I will miss you too!" I went back and looked inside his eyes.
"To be honest....I don't know how to live without you be there, going out and do the grocery together, nag over you when you mess things up and when you overfeed Somi with sweets and don't know how to change her clothes." I said and chuckled. He caresss my face.

"I promise we soon will be together. Like a real family!" I swallowed. Why is it so hard to believe? Why it looks so far fetched? I lowered my head and closed my eyes.
"Seokjin!" I swallowed trying my best not to cry.
"Seokjin baby!" I looked at him and smiled.
"Why are looking lik- Seokjin!" I burst into tears looking at him.

"Seokjin what is this baby?"
"Why it feels like this?" He looked into my eyes and wiped my tears.
"Jungkook why does it feel like....like we are just making fool of ourselves? Like....like there wouldn't be any us." I wiped my tears.
"I don't wanna think in this way. I hate to think like this! But you know what I hate the most?"
"Seok-"
"That I cannot find them nonesene but the reality! I hate this so much Jungkook." He hugged me and kissed my head.

"It is nonesense! Seokjin I love you! So much! The way I myself cannot believe it. Like how can my heart love someone like this?" He cupped my face and wiped my tears.
"It is not far fetched nor nonesene. After giving everything to you I will start the divorce process. I promise you it won't take long!"
"Jungkook!" He smiled.
"Give me some time. What matters is we have us beside eachother! Just trust me baby and things will be the way we want. Ok baby?" I smiled and nodded.

"Ok!" He smiled and then kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him as well.

I don't know what is it but....I feel scared! Scared of this us! Scared of the future! Scared of becoming heartbroken and alone! I am so scared!

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