Chapter 3

                                    

                                          
Flashback:
Blood 
Blood
Blood
Blood
It's all over the pearly white of my wedding gown. Dead bodies all around me. All of them of the people I love.
"Tsk tsk tsk." Jaebum walked towards me, the bloodied gun in his handa. My hands were bloodied too for holding onto the dead body of my beloved father for too long.
10 holes.
10 bullets.
I'll remmber that.
"So naive babe." He kneeled infront of me. My red eyes glaring at him, full of tears. He carassed my cheek with the back of the gun.
"I'll kill you."
Back to present:
"Fuck." I woke up. Sweat was all over my face. My chest was heaving up and down. I buried my face in my palm, groaning loudly.
Putting my feet on the cold floor I sighed as I got up. Dragging my feet sloppily to the restroom. I washed my face and opened the cabinet beside the mirror.
I can end this now.
Now.
Die.
I picked up the sleeping tablets bottle and took out a bundle of them. 
"No." Jungkook's blazing eyes flashed in my mind.
"Fuck, what has he done." I shoved the tablets back inside I walked out of the bathroom.
I walk back into my bedroom with stomping feet like a kid. It was annoying that he had this effect on me. How could he be so perceptive? How can someone be so kind in this cruel world?
I grab my silk robe that matched with my red colored silk night shorts and camisole. Tying my hair in a bun I walked to the kitchen only to hear blaring sound of music.
Along with a angelic voice singing to the beats perfectly. I checked the time and it was 2 am.
The walls of the bedrooms were soundproof, so this person was probably playing music in the living room.
I started to make some coffee for myself because I knew it was impossible to sleep now. I'd rather work instead. I opened my laptop as I made the coffee, keeping it on the kitchen island.
The music only got louder, this person was misusing the privilege of only another apartment at the floor.
I was getting annoyed now, I couldn't focus on my work as my feet kept beating to the rhythms of the song.
Groaning loudly I walked outside of my apartment to the door right infront of mine.
Ringing the bell aggressively multiple times. 
I folded my arms, my eyebrows furrowed as I waited for the person to stop the music as I could hear the dragging feet and then the unlocking of the door.
It opened.
"Can you to- are you stalking me?" The question left my mouth before I could think. Regretting it immideatly.
His doe eyes widened slightly in amusement. So did mine. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that."
I apoligised instantly. "Just give me a minute."