Reggie (smud)

                                    

                                          
"Dont blame yourself dear , their all like this. My husband was the same" Mary walks down the stairs im still standing on in the same position i was in before she brought Elly to her room. "Hé is hurt and wants you to feel the same" she continues.
"Come follow me i make you some tea" she puts her hand on my back to lead me down the stairs. I follow her in to the kitchen where ive never been before. Its huge with a big kitchenisland in the middle of it , i sit down, and lay my head down on my arms. "Im so tired off everything that is going on" i sigh. "Oh honey i understand.... they suck the life out off you but you cant stay away" well thats exactly how i feel.... i fell in love with Thomas but i know hé isnt good for me , hé makes me feel useless and then hé makes me feel like the most beautifull women on earth again. His mixed signals are one off the reasons im tired but i cant lie and say im not relieved hé found out about my past with Black , its one less thing i have to worry about. I finish my tea and the delicious food she gave me , she is a mother after all en head back to my room , But not before i bump into Elly in the hallway. "Hello there Olivander" i raise my eyebrow and look at Elly , i dont even want to breath the same air as her. I try to walk past her but she grabs my arm and puts her lips against my ear. "If you told me before he is this good in bed i woudnt even have married Corvus" she smiles and rubs her belly while walking away. Thomas woudnt have sex with her and defintly not pregnant..... i hope so at least. I continue my way to my room and lock myself in there. 
But why would she lie about it ? He is good in bed.... and she always tought hé was beautifull. "Trust me hé would not touch her not even with a stick and me neither" Blacks walk further in my room laughing about his own joke. "Please im in enough trouble as it is Reggie" i almost beg him. He sits down next to me on the bed. "And stop reading my mind , one person who does it is enough" hé laughs again. "Im sorry but its just to easy" i role my eyes " i have been told before , why are you here Reggie" i dont know why im secretly happy hé is here , maybe because it feels like i have atleast one friend. "I heard you met my mother?" I almost forgot "Yes i did , she is wonderfull" hé smiles "she is , and believe it or not she is better off working for Thomas then she was working for Voldemort. Thomas allows me to see her." So thats why he's here. "No thats not the reason Olivander" and hé does it again.
"Im sorry Olivander im trying not to do it , im here because Malfoy told me about the order Thomas gave out. I know where the boy is and will bring him here tommorow. I dont know what hé will do but i wanted to make sure you would be prepared" i look at Reggie who is still sitting on my bed. "Thank you Reggie, i dont think i will ever be prepared for a little boy who is going to get murderd by my boss" hé puts his arm around me , i let him , it feels nice to have someone around with feelings... "i know " hé says with his lips on my head and gives me a kiss. "Im sorry for the trouble your in because off me but i did it to protect you how crazy it may sound" i know Thomas will punish me even harder after finding out Reggie was in my room and i enjoyed his company but i cant help to finally feel relaxed and like myself again. It feels the same as we were younger , hé always made sure i felt good before he would worry about himself. I turn my head to look at him. Im going to regret this i think to myself before putting my lips against his , hé closes his eyes and his hand goes up to my cheeck while his other hand finds his place on my lower back. "Well well well , i think Thomas would enjoy hearing this" i break the kiss to look at Elly standing in my room. I cant describe the rage im feeling in this moment. I stand up and walk towards her. 
She clenches her wand like she is ready to curse me. She probably is after everything that happend to her because off me. Black slowly stands up from the bed and stands behind me. "So youve got two deatheaters fighting for you ... how romantic Olivander" the grin on her face makes me want to punch her , but i would never hit a pregnant women.... i look down at her belly to see there is none. "You faked your pregnancy?" I look back at Elly with wide eyes. She lifts her arm up with the wand in her hand but before she can curse me Black allready did it to her. "Reggie what did you do" i hear footsteps on the stairs. "Quick go now!" Hé dissapears in black dust and i pick Elly's wand up. I feel all the rage i have building up and my heart starts to pound like crazy. She is not even pregnant and lied about Thomas fucking her because hé would defintly have noticed she isnt... she is going to tell Thomas about Black .... and she will make my life living hell especially after this. "Avada kedavra" i speak and a green cloud appears from my wand wich strikes Elly , who only moves one time and doesnt move after that. There is no turning back now , i killed someone.... the person i once called my best friend. The door swings open and Thomas storms in "Olivander what are you doing" hé looks at me and then at Elly who is laying lifeless on the ground infront off me. 
I slowly let down my wand and look at him. "She wasnt pregnant" is the only thing i come up with. "I know she wasnt thats why i brought her here , to caught her in the lie and to make you jealous.... What did you do?" What i did ? He is right what is wrong with me , i took her life. "You killed her ?" I start to cry blocking out every tought that has to do with Black and him cursing Elly it is easier then i tought especialy after what i just did. 
"I did , she raised her wand at me... fuck ... im such a terrible person" i let the wand fall out of my hands. Am i the same as Thomas im manipulating him right now and dont even feel sorry about it. "No you're not Olivander .... you did what needed to be done. She was a terrible person not you" hé walks towards me and puts his arms around me. He presses his lips against mine , the same lips Black just kissed. Why dont i feel sorry for him..... i still like him but i dont feel sorry. "What are you thinking about?" Hé asks me while breaking the kiss" i raise my eyebrow and look at him. "Why dont you just read my mind?" Hé looks me in the eyes "then you have to let me in Olivander" let him in ? I never let him in .... i can block him out?.... how did i do that. "I kind off like the fact i cant read them ... makes it more challeging" hé laughs at me i smile back happy that he just said this but i know hé will be angry about it when hé needs control again. 
He puts his lips back on mine and slowly walks me towards the bed. I lay down on my back and hé lays on tip off me supporting himself on his hands. "Put your arms above your head" i do as hé orders and hé takes his tie off. He starts to tie it around my wrists and ties it to the bedframe. Nerves for what is coming next i look at him breathing heavy. "Just relax" i look down at the end of the bed and see Elly still laying on the ground. Thomas turns his head and starts to laugh hé pulls out his wand and with a flick off his wrist her body dissapears. "Forgot about that , i will make sure you do to" i role my eyes and hé slaps my boob through my shirt. I quickly snap out off my toughts and look at him. I look him in the eyes and roll my eyes again. He slaps me again and i bite my lip. "Olivander your doing things to me you cant even imagne" hé slowly makes his way down to my pants and slowly unbuttons it. He pulls my pants and underwear down and pushes my legs open. He begins to kiss my tighs and makes his way to my clit. I throw my head back and begin to breath faster. He puts two fingers inside of me and curls them to my G spot , hé starts to move his fingers and keeps kissing and licking my clit during. With every moan i let out hé goes faster. All off a sudden hé stops and stands up admirring me. "Look at you ... so needy for me" i lift my head up to look at him. He takes his clothes off and starts to rub his hard dick while looking at me. "God you look so good" i bite my lip while looking at him. He walks to the side off the bed and bends over to untie me. He then walks back to the end off the bed. "Play with yourself" my hands make their way over my breasts while keeping eye contact with Thomas. I move my hand down to my clit and slowly start to rub it while letting out a moan. "Fuck Olivander , do you want me to fuck you like the slut you are" a smirk appears on my face. "Please sir , fuck me like the slut i am" hé smirks back and crawls on the bed. "Put your hands above your head again then" hé ties my hands back up to the bedframe and sits down on his knees , hé lines himself up at my entrance and slowly pushes his dick in while looking me in the eyes. I let out a moan and hé clenches his jaw. He thrusts in to me while his fingers make circles over my clit. I want to move my hand to hold on to him but i cant. I feel myself reaching my high and throw my head back. He continues what hé was doing before and the feeling is so strong i cant open my eyes. "I cant get enough of this view" Thomas says and begins to thrust in to me harder. He holds on to my hips with both of his hands and i feel myself tighten around his dick again. I scream out his name while reaching my high again. I try to catch my breath but i cant because hé keeps on thrusting in to me. "Wait Thomas please" hé keeps on going "no no you can handle it , i like seeing you like this" it feels like my stomach is going to explode because off the pleasure and hé feels the same because hé begins to groan. I feel him cuming inside of me and hé lays down on top off me catching his breath while i do the same. I lock my fingers in his hair and rub his head. We just lay there hugging eachother being silent. Fifteen minutes pass by when we hear Mary's voice from the other side off the door. 
"Lord , Malfoy is here" Thomas groans while getting up. "What does that idiot want , go to sleep i will be back" i nod my head and turn around. I hear Thomas walking out while mumbling about Malfoy. I cant believe what i just did. I kissed Reggie and had sex with Thomas right after.... if hé only knew. I killed Elly..... i killed Elly and had sex right after. I dont even feel guilty about all of it. Im changing and not for the better. Thomas comes back in and lays down next to me. "Everything allright" i ask Thomas who puts his arm around me. "Yes , Black will bring the child tommorow" i feel my heart starting to pound again. "You're not going to kill him are you?" Hé sighs and stays sillent while closing his eyes. This is going to be a long night again just me and my toughts.