Chapter - 39

                                    

                                          
Dongwook kept visiting jungsuk frequently which made him very angry. He was tired of making sure dongwook was safe and didn't get caught to any bodyguards or even worse, the boss. He didn't want dongwook to be in danger all the time because of him. Jungsuk even managed to hide him from minsu as he was too busy with his sick boyfriend. He stayed out of the dorm most of the time and only came at midnight. So it wasn't too much of a problem. But jungsuk seriously wanted dongwook to stop following him everywhere. 
Jungsuk was walking in the corridor busily because he had something to give the boss. He walked towards her room with files in his hands. Suddenly, a body blocked his way and as soon as he looked up he pushed him into a store room beside them and pushed himself along with him. "Are you fucking stupid? Why do you wanna die at the age of fucking 30!!??" He whispered aggressively pinning the older against the wall by his chest. Dongwook snaked his arms around jungsuk's waist flirtatiously. "You were walking around worriedly so I thought you would be calm if you get to see me." Jungsuk looked MAD. 
"This place is highly secured and is full of cameras, since it's the way to the boss's office. If you get caught you're gonna get both of us tortured until we're dead. You. Don't. Fucking. Understand. Anything!!?" He whispered. 
"Awwww..... you look so cute when you're mad, baby. I hope there is light in this stupid room." He wished while smirking at jungsuk as he was dead glaring at him with all he's got. The light suddenly switched on leaving both of them in shock. Jungsuk looked out to find a couple of men, probably bodyguards, trying to get into the room. Jungsuk got a panic attack. His heart was beating as loud as possible while dongwook stared at him carelessly. He was breathing heavily, covering both of their mouths to prevent them from making any sound at all. The guards tried opening the door, which was impossible. Jungsuk held it shut so it practically would not open at all. The guards thought maybe the door wasn't working and left from there. Jungsuk relaxed and sighed before going back to glaring at dongwook. 
"Leave now! I NEED to talk to you so go and wait in my room. I am not protecting you, so leave. I'll talk to you if you're still alive. You fucking understood? Now get the fuck out of my face you stupid lovesick old bastard." He insulted while poking his finger into dongwook's chest. Dongwook flinched and nodded to what jungsuk ordered and left as he was told. Jungsuk looked around outside and went to hyekyo like nothing happened. He finished his work with the boss and came back to his room expecting dongwook to be there already but he wasn't. His heart sank. He looked around the place and he was nowhere. "Lee dongwook! Come out now! Do NOT play with me. I'm gonna kill you right now. So come out." He said in a trembling voice. His heart started aching like crazy and he was breathing so heavily. 
He didn't wanna be bothered by the fact but he just couldn't help it. He called his name several hundred times but got no answer. He looked everywhere in the room where he destroyed his bed, the floor and every corner. He didn't realise the tears falling down his cheeks even though his sight was blurry. He grabbed his chest and fell down on his knees. He was so hurt. He started sobbing on the floor., crying his name out. 
Then he heard a creak from across the room. It was the closet's door. He flew open and blurry figure came out of it and ran towards dongwook. "Jungsuk-ah, no~~ I was just messing around with you. I'm totally fine, see? Don't cry baby. It breaks my heart into millions of pieces. I'm sorry abou-" he was getting closer to jungsuk while approaching jungsuk rather gently, when he felt a hard punch on his jaw making him fall on the groun heavily. He looked up to see jungsuk there with his both palmes made into fists. Dongwook never knew jungsuk punches would feel this painful. He might've broken a couple of teeth with that punch. He might need a dentist himself. 
"GET OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE!! DONT KEEP MESSING WITH IT UNTIL YOURE SATISFIED! HOW MUCH BROKEN DO YOU WANT ME TO BE?? CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!? I CAME HERE BECAUSE I WANTED SOME PEACE OF MIND EVEN AFTER YOU CHEATED ON ME WITH THAT PIECE OF SHIT. IF YOU KEEP ON SHOWING ME YOUR FACE I MIGHT ACTUALLY KILL YOU THIS TIME!! PLEASE....... PLEASE GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. I BEG YOU!!" jungsuk shouted his throat out. Dongwook felt horrible, he slowly got up and faced jungsuk again. 
"I know I messed up big time, but...... I love you lee jungsuk. If you still insist on living without me then kill me. I don't want the life where you're not with me. Please just kill me." He held jungsuk's hand against his throat. Jungsuk squeezed it slightly making dongwook flinch. But he couldn't. How could he kill dongwook and with his own hands? Dongwook was aware of this. 
"See? You are incapable of killing me. I know you still love me so don't try to deny it. You wouldnt protect me all these days if you wanted me to get away from you." He stated. Jungsuk closed his eyes and took a deep breath.