Broken Nest

                                    

                                          
Mew's POV ~
It's not that you have never heard my name. 
You might heard !
I am a producer of Thai film industry.
Definitely not as famous as the actors .
Directors are also more popular than me. Actually I am not someone who is directly involved in film making but I am the one who bears everything including profit and loss.
It's not that I have never tasted "profit" but nowadays the films I produce are not good in marketing.
Guess who's fault is this? Directors, script writers , actors are involved there but I am the one who has to face the loss.
Well, it's natural tho. I am not allowed to complain.
Let's screw it. Screw my life .
I don't expect anything much from my life anymore. I already have experienced enough. I am already 37 years old guy but still unable to build a complete family.
Yeah my home is actually a broken Nest.
My parents cut every connection with me 17 years ago.
They were conservative. So what I did way back then was totally unacceptable for them.
When I came to Bangkok for first time at the age of 18, I got attracted to the film industry. I worked as a model for few months and got close to some other models. 
Since then I used to have fights with my parents as they never liked me being close to the film industry. But I followed my heart.
After one year Fern came into my life. Yeah the one I loved so much in my youth....Baifern ! She was same aged with me, a rising model.
We dated for almost one year. 

Then suddenly the day came when she shouted from bathroom at the morning!




Baifern wanted to abort the baby by hook or by crook. But I stopped her for my dear life.
Baifern cried and begged me. She didn't want to ruin her new career at the young age. 
I understood her. We both were too young to have a child. But my heart couldn't accept the fact that the fruit of our love will get killed before seeing the sunshine.
I begged her too. I asked her to keep the baby for our love's sake .
Baifern clenched her jaw.
"Okay then. But after giving birth, the baby will be only yours. And don't try to find me anymore".
I let my tears flow but still agreed .






I don't regret it after all. 
I have heard that Baifern flew to USA at the very next week. After that I didn't get any news about her.
But I still have my sunshine. My only son. Uff thank God I didn't agree with Baifern .