Oneshot 13 No Lover

                                    

                                          

 Help, dear ones!
 I need it!
 Over and over again!
 Gemini and Fourth to find each other over and over again!
 I fantasise over and over again what the moment could be like.
 I want to lose my breath over and over again!
 And so I gladly share with you my shameless desire!
 Thank you for all the support and love!
 Your obsessed Zahra!


Oneshot 13 No Lover

 "FotFot!" quacks Gemini crazy, "FotFot wait!" he runs after him.

 And even though he looks incredibly cool and sexy in his pilot outfit right now, Gemini just looks 3 years old again.

 "Wait, FotFot!" he jumps at Fourth from behind.

 They're just about to change in the changing room.

 That was a brilliant performance.

 At last the world breathed a sigh of relief.

 Gemini's affectionate manner made the fans shriek.

 And finally Fourth could smile again.

 Those sad eyes and wounded appearance did not escape a soul.

 Fourth's skin wore such a melancholy haze lately.

 And this pain had not escaped Gemini either.

 But today Gemini felt intoxicated by his success.

 Fourth looked him straight in the eye several times.

 Gave him his enchanting smile.

 Finally, he was getting involved with Gemini again.

 Only one thing met with Gemini's resistance.

 "I would choose mother love. A lover can drop you anytime. A mother always loves you!", Fourth's sugary sweet voice rang out with cotton soft lips, "I would choose a mother!" he declared sincerely.

 And Gemini was struck so deeply by this answer.

 He had spoken during that said interview about how he would also like to work with a female co someday.

 Fourth's reaction was something Gemini really hadn't expected.

 And for so long.

 This was how long his FotFot had been pissed at him.

 Why, Gemini couldn't quite put his finger on.

 But, today, when Fourth spoke of the lover who could dump him at any moment, Gemini felt addressed.

 And he would have liked to protest directly.

 But that might have been too much.

 A mama love is the most beautiful thing.

 But still he felt the sadness that surrounded his Fourth at this sentence.

 A lover could dump him at any moment.

 So his FotFot felt dumped.

 After all, that wasn't what Gemini had wanted to achieve with his interview.

 Everyone had tried to explain to him why his FotFot was so hurt.

 And Gemini admitted to himself that he regretted saying that sentence.

 He would never hurt his Fourth.

 And he now wants to make that clear to him in the dressing room.

 "FotFooot!", he draws out his cute name extra long, "That was really good today! That was fun!", Fourth is hugged from behind.

 And Gemini is happy to have those gentle hands on his.

 "I thought so too!", Fourth briefly strokes Gemini's arms encircling him.

 And he opens his jacket.

 Blue gives way to elicit soft marshmallow skin on firm muscle.

 And Gemini remains standing as Fourth moves away from him.

 He watches Fourth's backside deflate.

 So lithely Fourth fled from his arms.

 So lithely he undresses in front of him.

 Gemini gulps at the glow Fourth's skin gives off.

 "Fourth!" his soft bass calls out, and is heard.

 Fourth turns around and presents himself topless.

 Why does he always have to wear nothing under his jackets?

 What a sight he already presents when his chest shines through.

 Which is rarely allowed to be seen when he takes off his jacket.

 Gemini's gaze immediately changes colour.

 "It was really good today!" smiles Fourth broadly.

 He is finally ready to look Gemini in the eye again.

 At last it doesn't hurt so much.

 Time heals all wounds.

 And they have enough to do to fill the time.

 Fourth buried all his sorrow behind seven bars.

 And after seeing in all those edits what his sad appearance was doing to Gemini, he was finally ready.

 It's not Gemini's fault, after all.

 And Fourth doesn't want him to feel bad.

 Some things you just have to work out with yourself.

 A one-sided love should also be coped with one-sidedly.

 And always, friendship and work comes first.

 Fourth was ready.

 And even now, he cares so much about Gemini being happy today.

 He was so cute today.

 Seeking his closeness and bringing forward the happy whoops of the fans.

 All the mommies who love them deserved to have the best show delivered.

 "That was really nice today!" smiles Fourth even wider.

 And his superior acting skills even sparkle in his eyes.

 And Gemini loves that happy light his sunflower radiates.

 Still, he wants to say something to him.

 "But I didn't just drop you!" simply addresses Gemini, which he desperately wants to be heard.

 And Fourth marvels briefly at the serious tone in Gemini's gaze.

 And he considers for a moment what meanings the words carry.

 And Gemini sees that marshmallow skin running towards him.

 Fourth's smile is warm as he takes Gemini in his arms and rests his chin on his shoulder.

 "I know!" he murmurs quietly, "I get it!" he strokes Gemini's back lovingly, "You're not my lover. You're more like a mommy. Your love stays with me!", Fourth speaks freely, what his soul carries as realisation.

 And he squeezes Gemini so tightly against his bare chest.

 Let him feel his heartbeat calm.

 Let Gemini be reassured.

 Fourth had seen the darkness in the abyss.

 He had simply jumped and found himself in the abyss.

 Their love for each other should only carry the safe shores of familial security.

 They are so important to each other after all.

 Never again does Fourth want to lose the safe ground beneath his feet.

 And he carefully lets go of Gemini and wants to undress further.

 And Gemini isn't even looked at.

 "What do you mean?", Gemini can barely listen to all his thoughts.

 Why is it that so many voices have to speak at once?

 He's not Fourth's lover?

 What did Fourths understand?

 He's his mommy?

 Why is Gemini's stomach just cramping so strangely?

 "What do you mean, Fourth!" he asks again in a moment.

 And Fourth looks at him again.

 "I mean that you are incredibly important to me. And, that I always want you by my side," Fourth replies as he takes off his pants.

 "As your mummy?!", Gemini states in amazement.

 And he sees Fourth's well-toned legs present themselves.