Chapter 18

                                    

                                          
If I live him so bad why am I avoiding him like this?  These past days avoiding I mean I don't want to but I'm just trying to avoid the awkwardness he's a great guy, and amazing guy but he fucking terrifies me to death a little white boy terrified crazy isn't?  I'm surprise this even happen to me 
Junior year wasn't what I planned falling in love with a guy that's not even on my social level, a new guy falling for me and me getting into fights with the popular girl who have thought about that, wasn't me what I have pictured was another year get all good grades, hang out with mags and read and try to survive high school the best way possible but nope just a drama year 
But tonight is homecoming the night of  fun and friends I'm just going to drink all night while watching Trey and Maggie making out the whole time my dream 
In my room I get ready a limo is picking up ms, Nathan, Maggie, and Trey up not my plan just the boys plan  I walked outside touching up extra stuff 
' Allie you look beautiful'. Maggie said looking at me dress ' well thank Maggie and you too I told you yellow is you're color' I said spinning her around to look at everything she looks like a princess 
She smiles this is just one part of her excitement she going to nuts like a child but she's my child couldn't ask for a better one 
' Allie you look very beautiful' Nathan said looking at me he's actually talking to me right now, shocking.  'Thanks Nate you look nice too' I said calmly entering into the car with our friends and headed off to homecoming 
In the car the couple was huddled up Maggie and Trey look very  happy together I couldn't imagine a better pairing Maggie wanted something spicy that's her spice But during the ride  the elephant on the room was me and Nate we didn't say a word to each other were like freshmen right now fresh out and confused about everything it's fucking nuts
We finally get there we stepped out the car me and mags went to the bathroom to touch up the boys went to wait
Nathan looks at Trey ' Trey tonight the night'.  Trey looks confused doesn't know what the hell he is talking about 'what?' He asked his friend  ' I'm finally after all of this time I'm making my move on Allie once and for all' Nathan responded 
' good thing you are going to do it tonight it's romantic, it's a night to remember and you're bad at dates so when it's you're anniversary you'll won't forget' Trey said patting in Nathan should Nathan laughs
'Trey Patterson you are one of a kind' Nathan said Trey smiles 
' you can't live without me' he replied and the boys headed in 
We got out the bathroom went to the venue 
'Holy shit Allie they have free stuff put it in my purse' Maggie said opening her bag. ' Now mags we don't need any of-'  I see bag of chips and other snacks I be wearing ' never mind all that other shit take it's j said with no hesitation she takes some snacks 
After that we found the boys everyone was dancing but once again for the idk the million time I'm looking Nathan, Nathan Jeffrey Woods the guy I fell in love with the guy I hope I have a future with hopefully as everyone is dancing I take a break I got myself a drink someone tapped on my shoulder I turned around 
'Diamond whet the bell you want? I  asked about to go beast mode on her real quick. 'I come in peace I just wanna say I apologize'. She says my eyes widen 
'You what? Im making sure I'm hearing you correctly you are sorry?' I said in confusion kind of scared if we're being honest here mind you I'm never scared of her I never was 
' yeah, after Paris I realize how much of a -'. She couldn't find the words 'a bitch?'  She nods her head
'Yeah a bitch you are right I was obsessed with my ex that's weird and I'm going to be honest with you I was jealous of you' she said.  
' I'm the last person you should be jealous of' I said.  ' but you're cool, you have great friends, you help. People, and most of all you're pretty ' she says pointing everything out 
'Thanks but diamond you are a strong woman you have power just use it for good things not shitty things' I said she smiles. 'Can I- can I give you a hug?' She asked but wasn't really sure how to ask I could tell she was hesitant 
I hugged her I'm glad she grew as a person that takes guts and maturity diamond can be a great person just have to wait and see also Brett not lonely after all her and Brett been going out he helped her to be a better person they both help each other good for them after diamond left Maggie went up to me
'What the bell did diamond just hugged you?' Maggie confused 
' yeah she's no longer a rich bitch that's mean' I said.  I nod my head. 
'Wow so she's a okay person now?' 
I nod my head 
'Damn junior year did change people' Maggie says chuckling. 'Yeah for the better like I know we talk about how I grew but you and ate glowing like a sun and you have an amazing boyfriend ' I said   
' thanks my precious best friend , Trey makes me happy but I want you to happy right now' she said 
'I will just have to wait'. 
' trust its worth it'  Maggie winks
'Why you winked?'  I asked 
'You'll see' she says in mysterious tone 
Now I'm curious a slow song at started to come on Maggie slowed dance with Trey I smiled at them I get a text from my phone that said go outside 
What the fu-  I walked out into the outside area my car is here I went in I got send some directions I've been here before the place where it was the park where I had most of my thoughts the place where I kissed him  I got out my car walked around 
I was on the bridge by the little lake with flowers and lights   Nathan walking other  other side 
'You know Allie avoiding someone like you sucks' he said.   'How the bell did you escape so quickly?' Id  asked 
He struggled his shoulders 
' I knew it you was going to ask that question and the answer is Magic' he says I laughed 
' you ate something else Mr. Woods' I said he started to walk closer. ' I know  , everything I do is for you' he says 
It was silent for a second but I had a feeling what was coming 
'Allison Richards I love you, that kiss wasn't an mistakes or a heat of the moment type thing it was everything, you fucking terrify me to  my core but in the best way possible I love you, I love since forever I love at the carnival when I won the panda because I knew that made you happy, I love when you are with kids, standing up for herself I love everything you are not a mistake you are my canon event, I can't lose you because well I done it once I'm not gonna to that shit again it's not worth it you are like my second best friend in the world I don't care if I'm the most popular guy in school I want us to be together  because it's always been you so that day when you said you liked him I freaked out but I love you okay and hope  you  know that Allison Richards you believe me I want you to believe me '  he said 
He loves me, he really loves me not faking this is real   This is actually happening  ' Please believe me' he said I can tell by his eyes it was true I touched his face  smiling tearing coming from my eyes  'I believe you and I don't want to live my life without you either'. I exclaimed we put our foreheads together for a second 
We looked at each other 
'Is this really happening?'  I asked
' it is indeed we have waited long enough'. I chuckled at his comment 
'I love you' he said .  
' I love you too' I said leaning in and kissed him into the besuited moonlight of the California sky 
It drizzled a little if rain. We stopped 
Looked up at the sky 
'Just like your books ?' He asked me I chuckled putting my hands around his neck smiling 'yeah' I nod my head 'but this right here is even better' I said we kissed again I have a boyfriend a hot boyfriend my lovable boyfriend he's my boyfriend 
He's everything I want in my life he made me believe in love again when I didn't believe in ur I'm blessed with this boy just for me he's mine I'm his no more compilation just us Nathan and Allison were nallison
That is what really matters...
The end
Thank you guys for reading 'always been you ' such a an amazing journey with these characters that's going to live with me forever I can't to write more until then see you in I heart you and more to come the rest of 2023