Soulmate

                                    

                                          
His face dropped, "What do you mean who is Lilith?" He said slowly, Georg and Gustav faces dropped as well. "Who is she?" I asked, moving to where my legs were hanging of the bed.
"Lilith Draken? The girl you love." He said, a worried expression covered his face. "I'm sorry... I don't love anyone. I'm a vampire I'm not supposed to love anyone." I said confused, knowing that I couldn't find love. 
"Bill. Please be joking." He gulped.
"I'm not. Tom are you okay?" I asked confused. 
"Bill please, remember her." Georgs face scared, "I don't know her... okay?" I said annoyed. "Your clearly playing with me." 
"We're not, Bill. What else do you not remember?" A tear ran down Gustav face. "I remember everything, but besides this Lilith person." I said worried about them. 
"She... she was your soulmate. There's nothing that stop the love between you." My heart sank.
"Soulmate?" I lost my soulmate? 
The one I've been dreaming about for years on end?
"Yea. You loved her, so much that you risked your life multiple times. And when you lost her, you fell in a deep state of depression." He said, soft spoken. 
My eyes widened. 
Did I really lose my soulmate? The one who appeared to stay by my side even if I was a vampire. 
The one I risked my life for? 
My soulmate. 
I felt a tear to down my cheek. 
Thinking of what we could've done if she was still here. 
I was, sad. I felt guilt knowing that I was responsible for my soulmates death.
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I stood in front of a grave. My soulmates grave. 
I went in my knees and placed a bouquet of flowers on tombstone. I didn't know who she was or what we've gone through. But I know I loved her.
Today marks the day of her death. 
December 7th 2011. 
She died three years ago. 
December 7th 2008 
I don't know who she is but I miss her. I love the idea of having someone I loved around. The thought of having my one true love around brings me joy. But now, it will never happen. 
Because she's dead.
And it's my fault. 
I stared at her grave. Inspecting the gothic details.
"I'm so sorry Lilith." I smiled softly, the aching pain in my chest. 
"I'm glad I met you, even if I don't remember anything with you." ...
"But I hope your happy, goodbye my love."
I have a wave and left the graveyard.