TAYLOR'S POV
After y/n and my first fight, these last couple of weeks have felt so different, but in a good way. Things feel so much more...real. Yes, mainly because I told her I love her, and she said it back. But also because she wholeheartedly opened up to me and didn't hold back, showing me exactly who she is, and for that, I love her even more. I'm not sure how that's even possible because I love her so much already, but my love for her really just keeps growing day by day.
Tonight, we're actually going to Selena's Fourth of July party, which is only supposed to be a small gathering of a few close friends. Kiara's going too and I think she might be bringing the football player she was talking about at dinner. Y/n hasn't met him, so this will be the first time either of us will see him.
I'm currently working on my calendar for next year as my girlfriend showers. I know, I know, that's pretty far ahead, but my team stays on an extremely tight schedule, and with everything being planned out, I really can't afford to fall behind. I am very excited about it though, and I know y/n will be too. Next year is a pretty big year for my career. Even though I'm on schedule to rerelease two more albums this year, I'm set to do a tour across America next year. If it goes well, which more than likely it will, I'll be set to do a world tour the following year.
I'm not exactly sure how to bring it up to y/n because I know she's a huge fan of my music, but I don't want to freak her out by looking so far into the future with us. I honestly can see her in my life forever, but I want to make sure she's on the same page as me before I break that news to her. Tours are a really big deal and are extremely taxing on relationships. Trust me, I know. It'll definitely be a test for us, but I don't doubt we'll support each other as best we can. But I would be lying if I said I wasn't worried about us.
Stop thinking so far ahead, Taylor. Enjoy now. Besides, you should trust her. You know she's got your back and you have hers.
"Have I ever told you that you have a really hot focus face" Y/n chuckles in the doorway.
"No. You should try it though...never know what could happen" I chuckle at her, closing my laptop to be done for the day.
"You have a really hot focus face" she flirts, making her way over to me and around the desk. I turn my chair a little so that I'm facing her. I take her hand in mine and pull her down gently so her lips crash into mine. She kisses me back harder and I do the same before attempting to pull her in my lap. She's hesitant at first as she puts her hand on the desk behind me to stabilize herself. I completely understand where she's coming from. The chair has wheels, so we can move if we're not careful.
"I got you, babygirl" I whisper softly to her, my lips only a little apart from hers before attaching mine to hers again.
She sets herself down on my lap and puts one hand on the armrest and the other behind my neck, clinging on to me tightly.
I softly lick her bottom lip and she opens her mouth a little more, meeting my tongue with hers. I moan into her mouth upon contact while I rub my hands up and down her thighs. I feel her hips slowly rock into mine and I work my fingers up to her hair, tugging it out of her ponytail.
"We have like...five minutes before we have to go" She whispers, breaking the kiss while her face is still close to mine
Smut Warning~~~~~
"I can make you cum in four," I whisper confidently to her, gripping her thigh a little tighter in my left hand while supporting her head with the other.
She rolls her eyes at me, but I'm quick to lift her up and lay her on the desk. She looks taken aback by my movement, but I try to not waste any time in getting her there.
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Don't Blame Me
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