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Seonghwa 
Hongjoong and I went on many dates, and it was amazing! 
It was just...after a certain amount...I kinda wanted to take it a step further. I still didn't want to rush him, but things got heated multiple times since then and he was always the first to back away. 
It was difficult not to feel disappointed. 
Mostly because I hadn't gotten laid for about a year and I was sure my dick was going to shrivel up and die with the lack of use. 
There was a reason why I usually hooked up with people. I was more of a physical touch type of person. Trying to do anything by myself, didn't usually work well. I especially didn't try during the year Hongjoong was gone. It was painful enough to think of him, let alone to try and fuck myself to the thought of him. 
Us being on good terms made things slightly easier though. I could think of him without being in pain or being ashamed or embarrassed. 
But there was only so much I could do until I felt a little insane. 
He really did show up in my life, look the way he did and then manage to give me blue balls almost every fucking day. 

Yunho and Mingi were finally home and were caught between wanting to welcome Hongjoong back and fighting the rest of us as we tried to earn their attention. 
They finally decided we'd all get to hang out with each other. 
When they said that, I assumed it would be over dinner or a get together. Something normal. 
Not laser tag. 
I was 100% sure it was Yunho's idea but nobody disagreed with the offer. 
I however...knew I'd be the first one out. 
I spent most of my time hiding as well as I could, completely on the defense the whole time. I wasn't very athletic. All I really had was speed so I just used that ability to dodge any attacks and quickly go hide again. I would just wait them out while they killed each other and then I'd do my best. 
That was my strategy. 
Which was working quite well since I was constantly hearing them being taken out.
It was working well. Until Hongjoong stumbled back into my hiding spot. 
He turned his head and saw me, his eyes widening but he quickly smiled when he realized what I was doing. 
I prepared myself, "Don't kill me! Please!" I begged him. 
He looked me up and down, a question in his eyes. 
"What?" I said. 
"What are you wearing?" He asked. 
I became extremely self conscious. He hadn't seen me yet today so this was the first time he saw my outfit. I wore it thinking he'd like it. "Does it look bad?" I asked. 
He came toward me, his finger slipped into my waistband and snagging on the fishnets I was wearing. "What's this?" He asked, his eyes meeting mine. 
He was really close and he had such a look in his eyes that made my knees weak. He looked over my outfit again. I had distressed jeans sitting low on my hips, my fishnets sitting at my waist, then I had a flannel tied around my hips and I was wearing a crop top. The vest I wore for laser tag covered most of my waist but he noticed the showing skin. 
"You're making it really hard for me to keep my hands off you, Hwa." He said, sounding distressed. 
"Then don't." I whispered. 
He licked his lips and then smashed his against mine. I moaned into his mouth, feeling his hand grip my thigh and pull it up to his waist. 
I couldn't help how desperate I was. I needed more than I was being given. Small make out sessions weren't enough for me anymore. 
"Fuck. Joong, I need more." I whined into him mouth, humping against his thigh and turning more and more into a mess. 
The I felt my vest vibrate and turn off and Hongjoong was backing off me. 
I stared at him blankly, confused as to what happened until I realized a bit too late...he killed me. 
He sent me a cocky smirk. "I have a game to win, baby. I'll finish this later." Then he left the hiding spot. 
My jaw dropped. 
He distracted me so he could kill me and leave?! 
What the fuck was wrong with him? Why did I feel so betrayed? I was still horny and upset, but more than that I thought...that was annoyingly fucking hot. 

Yunho and Hongjoong ended up tying at the end, neither of them able to take the other down. 
I was still frustrated from earlier. Not as much about losing since I had prepared myself for it. It was mostly being Hongjoong went even further than he usually did, getting me even more needy that I already was. 
Fuck. 
Give me one fucking second to breathe! 
Hongjoong said he'd take me home but I ignored him the whole ride. It wasn't until he walked me to his door that he broke the silence. 
"Are you still upset about earlier?" He asked with a humorous tone. 
I scowled at him. "Yes! You got me all hot and then left me!" 
"Ah, so that's what bothered you." He said, coming closer and using the belt loops of my jeans to tug me closer to him. He licked his lips, having a smug look on his face. "Was because I didn't bend you over and fuck your brains out during laser tag?" 
"Hongjoong..." I whined. 
And then just like before, he was pulling away. "But...If you're too upset at me, I understand. I'll let you get some sleep."
My scowl was back. "Either get upstairs and fuck me, or I'm losing your number." 
He laughed, full on laughed at me! 
"You're so cute when you're needy." He brushed my hair back, his thumb lingering on my cheek and slipping down to my lips. "It might be too soon still, Hwa...I mean." 
My glared must've cut him off because he chucked again. 
"Okay. I have some condoms in my car. Get upstairs, I want you to use the elevator so you can get there faster. Then I want you to get yourself ready for me." He said it in the tone I fucking adored. 
He turned around, heading back to the parking lot after I got myself in then gave him my key so he wasn't locked out. 
I did as he said, using the elevator so I got there as quickly as I could. 
He had been in my apartment before and he knew how to get in. I used the key under my welcome mat to get me in. 
I was so fucking ready for this.