I quickly walked off to my home room. So I didn't get spotted by jake cus I know that he's going to be pissed with me. I hate it when people call me samuel or Sammy but Cole is way more harsher when it come to me snapping at him. Witch I've learned from the past.
The thing is i don't snap often but when I'm just done with it all I do. And when it happens I get scared shitless.I made it to my home room and sat at the back like usual. The back of the room is always the first option so I don't get called on but most of the time when I'm in the classes with some of the jocks I still the farthest away from them. As you could presume. After I left my home room I went to my first lesson witch was history and that was a double lesson. Than I have geography. Those lessons went by quickly and now it was brake.
I made a run for it remembering coles words from earlier. I ran to my favorite spot under a tree. Fun fact I love too read especially when I'm sitting under a tree or out on a bench late at night. The book I'm currently reading is "how to win friends and influence people" as I was studying the words the book got ripped out of my hands and thrown to the left of me. I looked up to see jake Cole and Nate. Nate usually was the one to stop suff before it went to far. Witch I've been great full for in the past but why couldn't he stop it all together.
"Get up" Jake demanded. I stayed on the floor to scare to stand up. He scoffed and crouched down in front of me. He repeated the same words again but more sturn. "P-please j-jake" I had tears brimming my eyes now. "What sam you had your chance to do things right this morning but you fucked it like you fuck everything else up in you pathetic life. Now get the fuck up" I slowly stood up. "Colby Nate you know what to do" Jake told the other two. "Jake he's clearly terrified. I mean look at him he's crying and you haven't even hit him yet" Nate said "when will you stop being so soft. Samuel take the fucking hoody of will you it's like 50 digress." He said. I didn't want to take of my hoody because I have scars on my arms. "I-i don't h-have a s-shirt on" I lied quickly "oh okay never mind " he said clearly believing my lie. Nate and Cole grabbed my arms harshly. Jake's fist quickly made contact with my face then my stomach. I was now crying hysterically. "Ha your so so pathetic aren't you Sammy" Cole was the only one who called me Sammy so I was able to figure out who was talking. "Im finished with him let's go" Jake said. I felt both of my arms release from the grasp of the two boys. I dropped two the floor and grab my stomach trying to stop the pain. I heard the bell ring and grabbed my book and tried to clear my self up before heading to my next lesson.*lunch*
It's now lunch time. I'm not hungry so I don't get anything to eat. I just sit and read my book. I feel some one sit next to me. "Hay Sam are you okay" Nate Hardy the last person I want to speak to. "Why do you care. Nobody ever cares and you especially won't care" I just want to be left alone. "Okay so me trying to stop jake earlier was for nothing then" he had a point but he also didn't. "so you'll try to stop him but you'll still stand there while you're hands are around my arms harshly, your nails digging into my skin though my hoody and for what his approval" I said slightly louder that before. "What ever sam" he scoffed and walk away.After lunch and the last 2 lessons of the day I made my way home.
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suicidal| sam golbach (Discontinued)
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