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When the boys came out warming up i didn't gave him a single look. 
The girls were worried about me the whole time but i won't give up that easily. He thinks he can treat me like that without consequences?
"Hey, Ansu is waving to you." Taia said. 
"Okay, so what? I'm not his girlfriend anymore so i don't think i have to wave back." i said without any emotions. I feel so numb right now. 
My eyes were fixed on Ale the whole time because as i said before i'm feeling the most comfortable and closest with him. I hope he notices that somethings wrong.
In the corner of my eye i could see Ansu walking with his head down now. 
I assume he already noticed that something is going on. 
What's wrong with him that he thought that i wouldn't find out. And now he's acting like nothing happened. 
Suddenly Ale came running towards us. I felt relieved. I need him right now. 
"Hey girls! So happy to see you here! Hailey can we talk for a minute? Just us two?" he asked. I know he's worried. I can hear it out of his voice.
I looked at the girls while my eyes started to water again and they all just nodded, signalling me to go talk to him. 
I went through the barrier and we walked to a corner of the field. 
"So what's wrong?" he asked with this worried look on his face. 
I couldn't help but falling in his arms and cry. I cried so hard you can't imagine. I'm just happy he's here right now. 
"Hey, hey, Hailey. Talk to me. What happend?" he said rubbing my back trying to calm me down. 
"Aaa...nnns...uuu..." i said with my trembling voice. 
"Hey just breathe. I'm here. What's going on with Ansu?" 
"He...he cheated on me." i said bursting out crying again. 
"He what? Wait...woah. That's crazy. Are you sure? And why are you at the game then?" 
"I just saw it on Sira's phone 15 minutes ago. He kissed another girl...." i tried to control my breathing but i couldn't. 
"He didn't say a word to me about that. I'm so sorry you had to find out that way. I totally understand that you're devastated. Just know i'm here okay? And if you want to go home it's fine. Should i talk to him about that?" God i'm so happy to have him. 
"No it's okay. I think i'll talk to him when i'm ready. Thank you so much Ale. Te quiero." He did help me so much. 
"Of course, every time. You know you can tell me everything. And now go back, enjoy it and try to fade him out. We're going to win!" he said smiling. 
At Halftime 
The guys are leading with one goal by now. Ale scored and pointed at me when he celebrated. My mood changed immediately. 
I thought i could leave Ansu behind for today, when i saw that he's walking towards me right now. 
Fuck. 
"Hailey, can i talk to you for a minute?" 
"Not now, no." i answered without showing any emotions.
"After the game? Please, it's important." you could see worry and sadness in his eyes. 
"Meet me at the tunnel at Taia's car." i said. Then i looked back to the field. 
He just walked away. I feel so bad and it hurts to treat him like that but i have to. 
After the game 
The game ended 2-0 for our boys and i tried to act happy but i just couldn't be. 
We got to the field and i first saw my dad. I saw him the last time in person like a month ago and that's why i ran into his arms congratulating him. 
We talked a bit and i told him that everything's going well at home and that i'm not that alone all the time because of the girls. He hugged me and promised that he'll have more time for me soon. 
I then ran to Ale. I think i never hugged him that tight before. 
"You did so good! I'm so proud!" 
"Thank you so much pequeña." 
I think he really felt how bad i am feeling right now so we hugged for like 2 to 3 minutes. I really needed that. 
"Are you going to talk to him?" 
"I have to. He'll meet me at the tunnel. I'm scared."
"Want me to come with you?" 
"No its okay. I think i have to do this by myself." 
He nodded and i congratulated the other boys. When i noticed that Ansu was already gone i let my girls now that i'm going to Ansu and walked away. 
Oh god, i'm afraid. 
Ty for reading!