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chapter 25
|Champagne Problems – Taylor Swift|
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{Han's POV}
"Hyung, I'm begging you, call him and ask him what did they talk about. Eunwoo won't tell me, and I'm afraid of losing her again."
"Jisung, I have told you more than one time, you have to trust your soulmate, this is serious. If Eunwoo didn't tell you more about what they talked about that means it was something private, maybe even about her work, have you thought about that?"
I didn't. I haven't been rational about it since she confessed to me that she was working with TXT. I love them, I truly do. I'm not as close friends with them as Changbin is, but I like to think we are good friends still. "You are right. I'm sorry. I guess I got too focused on what they talked about to even realise that she told me that she was working with idols when she could perfectly not even share that with me, and she trusted in my reaction to not be bad and share what she has been feeling. And I acted so badly that now she's out with Seungmin and Hyunjin eating ice cream and listening to their songs for the SKZ-Replay album when I wanted to share with her my songs and I ruined my own plans, and her mood and day. And I even can feel her sadness in my heart. Damn it, what did I do hyung!!" I go on and on about it to Changbin, while he patiently listens to me, like he always does.
"You should show her that song. I know you aren't sure you'll put it in the album, but you should share it with her, so she can understand where those insecurities come from. You always told me that you wanted her to know how you went through the time you two were apart because she was very open about it, and when she shared her emotions and tough times, you two fell closer. And you want her to understand you better. Then trust her on this. Trust her with your emotions. If you don't communicate, she won't know, even with your soulmate connection, she doesn't understand everything, it's impossible to read minds, Han." He's right, I thank him and quickly text Eunwoo to meet me at the studio. I quickly feel her mood lifting up and that makes me smile to myself. I run to my studio and wait there for her.
I hear two knocks on the door and answer "Come in!" And Eunwoo walks in with an ice cream in hand. "Hey! I bought you ice cream; I thought you would like it." My soulmate is an angel. I think to myself while thanking her and letting her seat on the chair next to mine.
"I have some things that I wanted to talk to you about. First, I would like to apologize for the way I reacted when you told me you were working with idols, I overstepped there, it wasn't my place to react that way and implore you to tell me what you talked with Yeonjun about. I'm truly sorry for my childish behaviour. Secondly, I had something planned for us this afternoon." That spiked her interest.
"Ok, first, thank you for apologizing, I couldn't tell you what we talked about because it was work, however, I can assure you that I told him that I had already met my soulmate and was in a relationship, so I wasn't interested in having anything, he respected that immediately. Secondly, what do you want to do!!" She said the last part excitedly and that made me giggle.
"I was thinking of showing you two songs I'm thinking about putting in our second cd for SKZ-REPLAY, I wanted your opinion, especially because these tracks were written in my worst period of life when we were apart. I have been meaning to share these with you these songs, you know writing lyrics it's my way of coping and managing my emotions, and at the time I wrote so many songs about you, but these two are the ones I love the most in a way that I don't mind sharing – other's are just too personal. Can I show you?" I said expectantly and she immediately nodded yes.