Soon to be gone.

                                    

                                          
Travis Pov :
Its 02.46 im the morning. Im so tierd, I wish I could sleep but how could i? phillip is getting deported. What if I never see him again.. hes my best friend, He have been whit me theought pretty much everything. And Im a big fucking ass so no one really liked me exept for him, I know im getting closer too sal but not so much his friends. They still hate me expecaly larry. I dislike him too but phillip and larry have something going on. He said he didnt whant to tell anyone hes getting deported. He dont whant anyones pity.
I get it, Most people think we are conpletly opposite but the truth is that we arent, I have some anget issuse and so does he but unlike me he got treatment for it at a young age and now he dont get ticked off offten. Expecaly not in school, he has to have a good kid on at all times beacuse his family had been treatend a few years back to be deported, but that time thay got Lucky.
Phillip and I are still going to have contact on texts but I just, im going to miss him.. a lot. Oh fuck im crying. Sould I really make friends?.. I think it might be best if I dont. Sorry sally face but I.. I can't make a strong connection to then lose it. This whit phillip hurts. I blcked sals number from my phone. And im back to haveing My mother, Father and phillips numbers only. yippy. I tried to go back to sleep and after some time I did fell alseep.
I woke up around 10 minust befor my alarm. great, ugh I stood up and whent to the bathroom, I took a quick shower and whent back to my room to get dressed. Back to the purple sweater. then I put on my cross. Thursday. Phillip is getting deported tomorow after school. All yesterday a big movieing truck stood outside and I helped phillip and his mom to move all the boxes whit there stuff. It took a few house and theres still stuff inside. his mom would take care of that during the day when we are in school.
when I had my cloughts on i looked at the clock. 06.50 great, My father yelled for me to come down and do the morning prayers. after that he dissmist me beacuse im still not allowed to eat. I whent back upstairs and fixed my hair. and brushed my teeth. then I whent to my room to get my bag, I looked over at a picture on my book shelf. And chuckled. 

                            

                                
                            
                              
                                  
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            
                            
                          
                          
Its so stupid, Its just a picture of Phillip reminding me to not forget him, He gave it to me on my 13th birthday, he had a 'not cutting my hair' phase so it was messa and fluffy at the same time, his mom helped style it. Hes very self confident, I admire that. I picked up my bag and begen to walk twords Phillips house, I whanted to spend more time whit him befor he leaves. so we are walking to school together. when I came to his house I texted him