Stay in his arms tonight.

                                    

                                          
Request - Can I request reader is in the shower and she's unable to bathe herself due to her a panic attack and Kayce finds her and helps her? 

You were covered in blood, dirt, and God only knows what else as you walked through the bathroom door. After about three hours of constant gunfire and screaming, it was silent around the Dutton Ranch. 
There had been a raid on the place, another enemy of John Dutton had tried to take it from him. But this time you were there and had to fight back. You had been out at the barn with the wranglers, getting ready to start the afternoon's work when three large black trucks blasted through the gates. 
They tried to round you all up, but they didn't expect you all to fight back. 
For the first hour, you were between Rip and Ryan. Someone had handed you a shotgun and the three of you kneeled behind barrels of hay. There was no way to call for backup or help, the bad guys were all over the ranch. 
John, Kayce, and Beth were all in town that day, doing business. The only thing that kept you fighting back was knowing Kayce would be there soon...he had to be, right? 
But no one was able to call until hour three. 
But the time the sheriff's department got there, there were only two men left kneeling in a circle of all of you. You watched Rip walk up to each of them and put a bullet through their foreheads. Colby, Jake, and Walker had all been hit during the raid but were going to make it. The blood on your shirt and hands was probably a mixture of theirs. 
You turned the shower on in your bathroom and steam filled up the walls. Slowly, you pulled your clothes off of your body. They hit the floor roughly due to be saturated from all the gross parts of today. Rip had mentioned to you Kayce and John were about twenty minutes out when you left him on the front porch of the main house. 
You stepped under the water, tilting your head back. You stood there for a few minutes, letting it wash away some of what was covering you. When you looked down and opened your eyes, you saw the blood trailing into the drain. 
A shaky breath escaped your lips as everything from today started to sink in. Your adrenaline was disappearing. You could smell the gunfire again, hear the sound of bullets hitting bodies. You wrapped your arms around you shaking figure, even under the hot water. Your throat felt like it was closing up on you as your shoulders shivered. 
You could have died today. You could have seen people you care about die. 
"Y/N?" Kayce's voice made you jump, looking behind you to see him walking over to the shower. 
He opened the shower door, his eyes bright as he looked over your body. You couldn't speak as He stepped inside and gently placed his hands on your hips to turn you to face him. 
"Are you hit?" Kayce asked you. 
You could get your voice to work. Your chest felt tight and suddenly Kayce's hands felt like ice against your skin. Your head was shaking as he looked back into your eyes. 
Warm tears started to fall down your face as you opened your mouth. Nothing came out though and Kayce gently held the side of your face. 
"Y/N..." Kayce was trying to see if you were hurt. 
"I-I...c-can't..." You felt your knees give out from under you. 
Kayce asked fast though, wrapping his arms around you tightly and bringing you against his body. Your fingers fisted his shirt as you cried into his shoulder. It was like you couldn't catch your breath though.