Chapter 95

                                    

                                          
In Ray's house .
Balveer is sitting on the chair with his eyes closed.Vivan is sleeping on the bed  and Ananya has gone to washroom. When Ananya come back ,she found him lying in the same position.She sits beside him thinking about how to start the topic.
"Tumhe Happy ki maut ka afsos hai?" Dev asked suddenly without opening his eyes.
"Kya?" Speaks Ananya clearly not expecting this question. Dev turns his head toward Ananya and opens his eyes .
"Happy ki maut ka afsos hai?"Dev again reiterated his question. 
"Obviously Yes." Said Ananya ." I mean...I am happy ki tum thik ho ... Humne tumhe nhi khoya ...but Aunty ,Bhabhi aur specially Jolly Bhaiya .... un logo ne apne Pariwar ke ek member ko khoya. I wish ki tum dono hi sahi salamat hote " 
Dev takes a deep sigh and looks away  without speaking anything. He Stares at the ceiling for some seconds before he speaks.
"Mujhe nhi hota...." He said and again looks at Ananya ." Afsos ." He clarified because Ananya didn't get it due to time lapse ."Mujhe Kabhi Happy ke maut ka afsos nhi hua .Ab bhi nhi hai" He said without any expression and stands up .
Ananya just look at him as he walks toward the window .She is not able to understand the choice for his current topic. She silently follows him and stands beside her.
Soft breezes are flowing softly across the street and are touching their face , passing through their hairs .
Ananya looks at Dev , trying to get read his eyes . But this time there is something strange .His eyes are almost expressionless , however she can feel the pain and determination behind that hollowness as if he is determined about something.She fears that something would be last thing that they would want .
"Meri Zindagi ki wajah ek maut hai Anu" He speaks without looking at her. " Wo Maut jiska mujhe koi afsos nhi hai". He looks at her as if it explains everything.
"It is a dark magic " He speaks looking in her eyes in a way that scares her. 
"Ab kisi bhi negative energy ke liye mujhe influence karna bahut asan hoga" He said with expressionless face but she can see her facade of nonchalance slipping away.
"Mere ander Dark magic ka ansh hai" He continued." Jo meri har burai ko amplify kar raha hai .Mera Gussa ,Mera khud se khota control issi baat ka ek udahran hai" 
There is silence for some time in which Ananya is trying to grasp the bitterness of the truth.
"Tumhare andar to aaisi koi burai nhi hai Jo...." Ananya tried to dismiss his fear but he interrupted.
"Burai aur achchai to har kisi me hoti hai . Ye aapke upar hai ki aap kya chunte ho"  Said Dev." Mujhme bhi Kaam, krodh aur lobh jaise buraiya hai. Ye Rani pari  ka prashikshan aur Mummy Papa ka sanskar ne in burayio per vijay pane me safal hua tha"
"Per ab Mere saalo ke parishikan ka koi matlab nhi hai" He said and a lone tears rolled down from his eyes.
"Aaisa kuch nhi hoga" Said Ananya sternly." Koi stupid dark energy tumhare ander ke goodness ko nhi mita sakti. Tumhare soul ki light enough hai iss stupid dark magic ke liye. Koi bhi darkness roshni ko khatam nhi kar sakti.
"Andhera sirf wo nhi ho sakta jo Suraj dhalne ke baad aaye ,andhera tab bhi hota hai jab suraj bhuj jaye" Dev reiterated .
"Aur ye suraj Bujhega" He speaks looking at Ananya ." Ek Waqt aayega jab andhera ujale ko nigal jayega ."