Harrys pov
Louis takes me to my room and sits down. "Listen harry. You're not making it easy on us right now! Niall probably needs surgery and Zayn is really in love with niall. You both need to trust us!" He says. "Well it isn't easy to trust you lads! Definitely not with Niall! He has been broken enough okay?" I say mad.
"Listen, zayn won't let Niall get hurt. Never, you've seen in the bar what he does with people who would. Look i know it is hard for you to trust us but i think you want niall to eat too right?" Louis asks and i nod. "Okay so let Zayn and liam help him. They've done it before. Besides Zayn lost a lot of people he will never lose let Niall get hurt"
"Why do you care about me?" I ask. "Cus you're not so bad and i know that. Liam is just losing patience right now with you. So please work with us" i look at louis. "I kinda like annoying you all" i say. "Oh really never noticed!" He says sarcastic. I laugh and he looks at me. "Can i smoke if i work with you?" I ask. He gives me a cigarette and opens my window. "There cams here lets do it outside" i say and he nods.
We sit outside and talk. Freddie and Bear come to us. "Wanna play soccer with us dad and harry?" Freddie asks. "I do! Maybe your dad Bear wants too" louis says. "He is to busy flirting with Emma" Bear answers laughing.
"Okay fair. Harry you play?" I nod and we play. It's cute to see how louis is with the kids. I sit down and just watch.
Nialls pov
I am cuddling with Zayn and he just plays with my hair. The doctor comes in with food. She gives me the food and walks away. I look at it and i just can't. "Niall i am gonna shuf it inside your mouth" he says. "I can't. I know it's just in my head but i just can't. I-if i eat now i will be more fatter then i already am and i can't have that. Then no one will ever love me. Not even harry" i tell him.
"You're not fat. Far from that! Harry loves you and doesn't want to lose you. I can't lose you cus my sister died by self-harm. I don't wanna lose you too!" He says. I can try right? "If i try and eat at least 3 bites cus that is a lot already we are gonna do a fun day soon?" I ask. "Tell me what you wanna do" Zayn answers. "I never went to a theme park" i say. He gasps like it is the worst thing ever.
"Okay lets make an other deal. If you and harry go to school and you eat every meal at least 3 bites without throwing up. All of us go to a theme park. Bear and Freddie probably pick" we close the deal and i take a few bites.
