☆It doesn't matter☆

                                    

                                          
Tw: Sh, depression and crying 
Your pov 
Me and Bill have been broken up for a week. Over some stupid shit I don't know why but is probably my fault. Anyways I got up feeling pain ever were on my body. The worst part is that I live with him and his band mates. So I just laid back down. Thinking about everything about life. You got up and went into the bathroom pulled out a blade and examined it. You put next to your wrist and cut it seeing the blood dripping off. It hurt but God it felt Good. Then some one knocked on my door and I went to go answer it but I thought if it was Bill so I just locked the door and went to bed.
Bill's pov
I asked Tom to see if Y/n would talk to him. He came back and said she didn't. God it's all my fault. I went back to my room and trying to sleep but I couldn't. I grabbed one of Y/n shirts and put it over my pillow and cuddle with it. It still had her smell on it. Then I eventually dose off. 
1 week after
Your POV
After a week I hadn't ate anything and I am really hungry so I had to go down stairs. I got up and hesitating to but I had to. I walked down and check if anyone else is in there. No one was thank God. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bag of chips and went back to my room. I opened the bag and ate half of it before I knew it I went straight to the bathroom and thew up. Then you heard some one knocking on the door. You decided to not answer it. Hello is anyone in there you heard some one say. You stood there not speaking. Okay I am just leaving it here. You open your door and your shirts fold up you picked it up and put them it your closet. I felt very sick so I opened the window and let fresh air in. You felt better so you decided to take a walk. You got on a sweater even tho it's bill's. You went out from the window since it was very low. You got out and started walking. You walked in the park and sat down on a swing. You stoped and started walking again. You felt good so you went back home. You entered the house and saw 
Gustav, Tom and Georg. Sitting on the couch. OMG Y/n thank God your okay Tom said. It doesn't matter I said and walked away.

A/n
Hey y'all tell me if you want pt 2 and if you don't your still getting it bye luvs Wc:474