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"Ajay's teenage atrocities" 
Sreedevi
Why can't I stop myself from blushing?
Ever since morning, everything about Ajay is different. He is making me blush in every possible way. I can see my 16 year old self coming back with all those feelings. It felt so intimate feeding him. It shocked me when he requested to feed him. I know Ajay's view on me has changed and the proportion of our relationship isn't the same, but his moves are too unexpected.
Though I know him for years, I have never made conversation with him. Same goes to him. Their whole gang hated me, and even if I go to play, they would mock me. Ajay has never been that rude, Though we haven't talked, he would manage to smile at me if at all we made eye contact, which is also rare.
The only time when I was in a close proximity with him before today morning, was back then eleven years ago. It send me chills down the spine when he neared me in that dark room with only moonlight hitting our faces. I dont know why he came there, I dont know why he dragged me to that corner, I dont know why he stood in such a close proximity and never moved away though there was enough space but nothing seemed senseless. For me, everything about him made sense. 
There is no chance for him to remember it! I am pretty sure. Even I (who had a crush on him once) forgot it as I overcame that feelings, so he (who didn't had any kind of feelings then) might not remember it at all.
I have overcame the crush I had on him. Yes. But I feel its coming back to me as if it was lost somewhere and now have found its way back to me. 
I am changing. I know. I am not like how I used to be. I am feeling different. I could feel my inner self jumping and running around like those movie heroines would do. I feel pleasant. I feel rejoicing. I feel ecstatic. I feel I am six feet when in reality I am just five feet four inch. I am FEELING. I could feel my hormones blooming, every single cell fluttering. I still have the hormone to feel. Wow.
I had forgotten how it is to feel like for a while.
I had forgotten how to feel would feel like and Ajay is being my memory loss tablet. 
I wash the plate, from which I fed him, trying hard to control that blushy grin. Ah my cheeks are hurting. Leela aunty tells me to not wash the plate, but nothing actually enters my ears. I walk back upstairs. I dont find him. I walk around the first floor searching for him and found him in a room playing cards with Pragan anna, Sharath anna, Rakesh anna, Garki and Geetha. I shook my head in disbelief.
"Ajay nov unga turn" Garki says.
Ajay picks a card from his set of cards and drop it down. I dont understand what they are playing. I have never played cards and I dont even know how to play. I badly wanted to be with Ajay, but its okay. Let him have fun. I turn around to exit when his voice stopped me.
"Sreedevi?"
I turn around to look at him. Everybody's heads turn to my direction.
"Ulla vaa" he calls me.
I stood there contemplating on whether to go or not.
"Vaanga ka" Garki calls me.
I look at the three of them. They are staring me, but not out of hatred. Ajay actions to come inside with his head and I walk in. I plop on the floor, between Ajay and Rakesh anna. Surprisingly, Rakesh anna smiles at me. I smile back at him. They continue playing.
"Velai ellam epdi poguthu devi?" Rakesh anna asks me.
"Aahn nadanthu poguthu" Ajay jokes and the others glare him. I hit his thighs and he screeched rubbing there.