Chapter 14

                                    

                                          
Lisa
Bam, Lucas and Ten stare at me, none of them sure what to say. That's not what gets me, though. It's the fact that Nichkun is sitting opposite me in my living room. It's rare for all five of us to be together, since Nichkun lives in London. The fact that he flew here overnight means they're worried about me.
"What is this shit about you two breaking up a week before the wedding?" Kun asks eventually. "You're supposed to be the lucky one out of us, dickhead. You're the only one of us that actually gets to marry the person you love, and you pull this bullshit."
I run a hand through my hair and look up at the ceiling. "It's not like I wanted to, Kun. I'm as surprised as you are. I knew we had our issues, but what couple doesn't? I didn't expect her to call off the wedding for real."
Lucas groans and shoves against Nichkun's shoulder. "You fucking suck at this consolation shit. Why did any of us think you were going to be our best bet?" He looks at Bambam and nods. "You try, Bam. Put that PhD of yours to good use."
Bam frown at Lucas and shakes his head. "I have a PhD in robotics. What am I supposed to do? Build him a robot fiancee?"
Ten bursts out laughing. "I bet the robot would still have more character than Irene ever did. Don't tell me any of you are actually upset they broke up? Fuck this love match bullshit, because when it comes to Lisa, love clearly is fucking blind."
I shake my head and lift my whiskey glass to my lips. "Thanks guys," I tell them. "I feel so much better now."
My brothers chuckle amongst themselves, and it hits me then. They're concerned about me, but the relief in the air is palpable. My brothers aren't upset that Irene and I broke things off. They're just concerned because I'm hurting.
"Did you guys truly not like her, or are you just trying to make me feel better?"
They glance at each other, and Bam and Ten elbow each other, as though they're both indicating for the other to speak. In the end, it's Nichkun who speaks up.
"It's not that we don't like her, Lisa. It's just that she clearly wasn't the one for you. Irene is a diva, and some guys are really into that, but you aren't one of them. We all saw how it killed you to have to cater to her at every turn, never getting much in return. She wouldn't even publicly acknowledge your relationship, you know? I always felt like you deserved better than that, so no, I'm not upset she broke things off with you. Someone had to do it, and I know you never would. You'd stick with her, even if it's just to comply with Grandma's terms."
Bam looks at me, his expression pained. "Lisa," he says, "tell us the truth. Were you happy with her in recent years, or had you just gotten used to the status quo?"
I grit my teeth and look away. "What the fuck are you? Socrates?" I snap.
Lucas shakes his head. "She's avoiding the question, boys. You know what that means, right? Lisa knows she wasn't happy, but she's loyal till the fucking end. Won't admit it even now."
My brothers nod in agreement, and I rise to my feet. I've had enough of this shit. I don't need this right now. Just as I'm about to walk away, I'm stopped in my tracks by a sweet, soft voice.
"Lisa."
I turn to face my grandmother, finding her standing in the doorway with Rosè by her side. Great. Why don't we just have a full-blown family get-together in my house, huh?
Rosè smiles at me apologetically, as though she knows my family is overwhelming me at the worst possible time. While my sister has never said a bad word about Irene, the fact that she didn't warm up to her even after years of us dating says enough. I'm surprised I never saw it before.
"I'm sorry Irene broke things off," Grandma says, "but that wedding is happening with or without her."
"What?" I ask, confused. "What do you mean, Grams?"
Grandma smiles. "Irene isn't the woman I wanted you to marry in the first place. This just proves that I was right. I made an exception for you, and I shouldn't have."
I sink back into my seat, dread washing over me. What is she talking about? She can't be saying what I think she is, right? Surely Rosè wouldn't be standing there so calmly if she was?
"If Irene won't marry you, then Jennie must. If Jennie also refuses, the deal with the Kim is off the table, and I'll slash your inheritance in half regardless of whether I find you another girl."
"Grandma! I... I can't marry Jennie. This... this is ridiculous." I turn to look at my brothers for support, but their expressions are carefully blank, as though they dare not admit that they agree with Grandma.
What the fuck?
"I can't. Not her, Grandma. She's a friend. I've always seen her the same way I see Rosè, you know that." I look at my sister, but there isn't even a hint of defiance on her face. The same girl who turned completely feral whenever I teased Jennie about her braces back in the day just stares at me with a serene smile on her face. Is she truly not going to say a word in Jennie's defense?
"Jennie would never agree to it," I add. "I dated her sister for years. Why would she ever even consider marrying me?"
The mere thought of forcing Jennie into something she doesn't want sickens me. She'd do it out of obligation, and she'd resent me for it.
"Don't do this to her," I plead. "Jennie isn't meant to be tied down. It can't be her, Grandma. Give me some time, and I'll make Irene see reason. She'll be there, Grams."
Grandma smiles at me. "She won't be. I highly recommend that you speak to Jennie before I do, Lisa. I never should have given you as much freedom as I did. There's a reason your marriages are decided upon by me. It's a centuries long tradition that has never failed us, yet we deviated with you. I was in the wrong for doing so, and I'll be correcting my mistake as swiftly as possible. I'm not canceling your wedding. It'll happen, and you'll marry the woman I chose for you."
"Rosè," I snap. "Are you seriously just going to stand there and let this happen to Jennie?"
She smiles at me and grabs Grandma's hand. "I trust Grams," she tells me. "She knows what's best for you better than you do, Lis. And truthfully? I can't think of a better spouse for my best friend than you. You'd never mistreat her, and if given enough time, you'd make her happy, won't you?"
I grit my teeth in an effort to rein in my temper. Is she fucking crazy? I watch as she pulls Grandma along with her, the two of them disappearing through the door.
I grab my whiskey glass and empty it before slamming it down on the table. "Fuck!" I yell. I turn to face my brothers, fury coursing through my veins.
"Thanks for standing up for me, fuckers."
Nichkun smiles at me. "Maybe Rosè is right, you know? Maybe Grams does know what's best for you."
I shake my head and grit my teeth. "Fuck you," I tell him. "All of you."
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