CHAPTER 39

                                    

                                          
I woke up with the brightness of something. I scrunched my face and blinked my eyes couple of times and open it. I looked around it's fully white. I was lying on white fluffy sheet. I was wearing a white shirt and pants. "What.. where am I?" I asked myself as I pinched my head. 
I groaned and get off the sheet and walked a bit while looking around. "Sonshine." A familiar feminine voice heard in my ear that makes me shivers running through my whole body. "No no it's not going to be..." I muttered and slowly turned around to be seen....

"Mom" I cried. It feels like first time I'm crying so hard like this. I'm a person who is sooo hard to cry but this time.. I couldn't control. My mom standing infront of me, with white long dress, her long brown wavy hair scattered on her shoulders. Her genuinune sweet smile spreading her face. 
"Mom" I ran into her arms and hugged her so tight, "Awww sonshine. Don't cry I'm here son" My mom hugged me and caress my hair. "Look at me" I stopped crying and wipe the tears then look at her. 
"Let's take a seat and have a small talk come. " Mom said as we walked to the white sheet again. "Mom... mom what is happening mom? Where am I? Where the others? Are you real mom? Are you ... are you back in my life mom" I threw alot of questions at her.
"Zayn.. calm down..I'm not real. I am your imagination. I came in your dream Zayn. You are sleeping now. Later while you will soon wake up. I'm here to say something to you" mom explained to me. 
"Zayn... I know you still have your anxiety problems. That's why you are here with me. You are not dead, just sleeping that's it. I know how well you are trying my son. But Zayn... you have to be more strong. I can't always be there for you like how we used to be Son." Mom finished explained to me. 
"Mom.." my voice cracked and sniffed. "We miss you so much mom.. I'm tired of explaining to Zara..." 
"Zayn... Zara understands now very well. The war that you are fighting for is going to be end soon. Soon you will be happy and even have a good family Zayn" I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. 
"The woman, Flora, your princess, our former neighbour's daughter... she will change your life Zayn. Don't hurt her son. She is a gem." Mom careess my cheeks that makes me calm and leaned to her touch. 
I closed my eyes and hugged her. "She is mom. True gem. My angel." I whispered while thinking about Flora. I smiled at the thought of her. Her brown cascade hair, her cute smile, her chubby cheeks. 
Suddenly a bell sound makes us separate. "Sonshine. I need to go now." My mom said to me. "No.. mom..please don't go" I hugged her again sooo tight, afraid to leave her. "Zayn I have to. This is life of mine now. You are still there breathing down there. You have alot of responsibilities. You have to take care of Zara, your woman Flora, yourself, the boys... you have to let me go Zayn." Mom managed to break the hug and wipe my tears. 
"I'm sorry my son. Always think I always be there for you. If you want to talk with me, look at the stars." Mom smiled while her tears spilling from her eyes. I looked down and sniffled. "Zayn" my mom tilted my chin up, "Zara is in love with Harry.. let her love him. If I were there, I would he so happy. Don't stop them." She adviced me as I nodded my head. 
"Mom" I looked at her as a white smoke surrounds her that slowly making her disapper. "Goodbye Sonshine" mom smiled and waved at me. "Mom"
"MOM"
"MOM, MOMMM"  
I screamed and jolted up, breathing heavily, "Zayn" I shouted again while pushed their hands away from me.
"Hey its me. Flora." I sighed in relief and looked around at me..