you make me feel normal.

                                    

                                          
its been about 2 months since i flew to germany and its INSANE. my dad has called me lots of times but i havent picked up, im super close to the whole band!! especially tom. " wake up sleepyhead " tom says to me "ughhh im so tired please let me sleeppppp" i say groaning "sorry princess, bill wants to go out with you today" "WHY DIDNT YOU SAY THAT EARLIERRR" i say hopping out of bed and getting ready. " wow, that was quick" bill said as i walk down the stairs, "where are we going?" i ask "the mall?" bill says "id want you to hit me if i said no." i say laughing, me and bill spent the whole day together.  it was super fun,
 "yn do you wanna go out?" tom says to me as we walk into the house "yesss" i say droppinh my bags at the door "come, follow me" tom says holding out his hand, i grab it and we walk to the old doc "im glad you decided to come to germany yn." tom says looking at me "i am too" "i gotta be honest. your the prettiest, funniest girl ive EVER met, like ever" he says looking away. "im suprised you even noticed me, i am definitely not the prettiest girl. but thank you, i think your the most handsome boy ive ever met" i say back lauging a little. "yn im serious, ive seen tons of girls and none of them act like how you do, you make me feel like a normal guy and not a rockstar, its one of my favourite things about you" 
he says squeezing my hand causing me to get butterflies, "thank you tom. i feel the same way except im not a rockstar, i can talk to you about anything." i say sitting on a rock, 
"how long do you plan to stay?" tom says "is there a limit" i say lauging a bit "nope never, my mom adores you." tom says lauging "good, i kinda cant go back.. my dad got released from prison and showed up at my apartment and thats why i came to Germany so quickly." i say holding back tears "he was in prison for lots of smaller things but the big one was child abuse, after my mom passed he lost it" i say not giving tom a chance to speak. "i just.. couldn't face him without getting flashbacks" "yn i promise your safe here. its our home now, not just mine and bills" tom says wrapping his arms around me, i hug him back and we just sit there for a minute. not a word said. just the trees blowing in the wind.
 "hes called me a few times. i don't even know how he got my number" i say breaking the peaceful silence  "did you pickup?" tom says moving the hair out of my face "no." i say back. "we can get ypur phone number changed?" tom says "id like that" 
authors note
hi guys, I'm so sorry for not updating but im so unmotivated and I have no ideas for the next chapter. also if ur here for smug i probably wont be writing it, but thank you fir 900  reads!!?! thats crazy.