When we left the party, we found chook, who made cash steal dustys dad's car. Fuck. "Cash, immy come on" great. We got in the car and drove round town, picking up everyone. Chook was a shit driver, so I was scared for my life. We were speeding round town, and ended up crashing into a sport store. Shit. The boys all grabbed shit and I just waited for cash, so we could run. When we heard the police we all ran, and me and cash got dumped with the bag of clothes. We ran down an alley to catch our breaths. "Fuck!" I shouted and started pacing back and forth "Are you okay?" "No im not fucking okay! I feel like im about to have a fucking panic attack" so I sat down on the floor. Cash sat next to me rubbing circles on my back. Once I calmed down, we got up. "Can i stay with you for a bit?" "Yeah. Nan misses you" "Thank you" I trapped him in a bear hug. "Always"
"Nan im home. And i brought immy." We walked into the living room to see nanna "Imogen, come sit with me" She said patting the sofa next to her "Hi nanna. Can i stay here for a while" "Of course you can imogen. Did you fight with your mum again" "No. She left with her boyfriend" nan just nodded and carried on watching her movie. "Im gonna head to bed. Night nanna" and I left the room. I had loads of stuff here, as I used to fight with mum loads, and would come here. I put on my pajamas and got in bed. I was so tired.
Bug boy🐜
Sorry I can't walk tomz im crashing at cash's x
Ok see you at school then Night x
Night xx
I woke up the next day, and I was happy. Just being in this house made me happy. But then I remembered what happened last night. Fuck. But then I remembered what happened with ant and I was happy again.
I had a shower and got ready for the day before going to get cash.
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He wasn't ready so I just left by myself. I walked to school, which only took about 15 minutes, and I was looking for darren and quinni, but they were with amerie. "Why are you on the floor?" "Incest map 2.0" "Immy, im sorry. Your right. I had years to make a move and im sorry i called you a slut" "Im sorry i punched you" "Sorry what? When was all this drama?" "Last night" "Well whats going on now?" "We found a new map, quinni is dating sasha, and amerie is gonna slap herself if she thinks about anything sex related." "Right"
I went to look for cash but I never found him so I just wandered round aimlessly. I found malakai and ant and walked round with them. I spotted ams in a circle of people laughing. "What the fuck is she doing" "Map bitch has really cracked it"
I spent most the day, skipping my lessons in the toilets. Until it was time for slts. "So, we figured ot when someones into you, but thats just step one. Right? After that we need to find out what they might be comfortable doing sexually. Say rimming one more time darren, in gonna ask you to leave the room" "Darren likes rimming!" I said for them "Thank you" I just winked at them and smiled. "Cool, so, what are some of the ways of communicating with our partner in that space?" "Ooh, morse code on her clity" of course spider had to say that. Cash through a paper ball at spider and I threw one at ant. "Is that what you and ant were doing last night" cash whispered "Always" I replied.
"What about asking for guidance. Something like.. uh..show me where you want me to touch you" "Here" ant called out, while point at his cock. He looked at me and I winked at him, making him chuckle. "Okay, lets split into our designated groups and work through the consent exercises attatched."
I got put with ant, spider, dusty, amerie, malakai and missy. They started talking about the mess at dustys party. I didnt really listen until I heard one thing "someone even stole my dads car" shit. "And crashed it itnto a shop of heeley street." I tenced up and started shaking. But they stopped talking about it. When I get shaky I always tap my leg up and down, and ant noticed this. He put his hand on my leg and moved his thumb in circles. Even when I stopt, he kept his hand there. We started reading the scenarios, and I got a text from cash telling me to meet after class and it was important. Shit. What happened. I started shaking again but this time it didn't stop. The boys all started talking about there dicks and when they stopped, they went back to the scenarios. I started looking round the room really fast, trying to find cash. He was the only person who could help. My head was spinning and everything got really loud. Everyone stared at me, looking concerned. "Wheres cash. Does anyone know where he is?" Everyone shook their heads. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" I muttered. "Immy are you okay" ant asked "Mhm. I just really need cash right now." "Oh shit. I think shes having a panic attack" missy said. I nodded"What can we do" "Find cash. He knows what to do" "Miss where is cash?" Ant asked "Outside why?" Ant ran straight there. "Cash you gotta come inside" "Why?" "Its immy"
cash ran into class and straight to me "Okay immy look at me." I looked up at him "give me 5 things you can see" "You, table, chair, wall and window" "Ok good. Now 4 things you can touch" "Pen, you, table, ants hat" "Yeah okay. 3 things you can hear" "Umm.. birds, you and someones phone" "2 things you can smell" "Perfume, cut grass" "Okay now somthing you can taste" "My gum" it worked. She was almost back to normal. "Okay lets get your bag and go outside. Yeah?" Cash got my bag and held my arm as I walked with him outside. "Just breathe okay? You'll be fine"
After a while, miss made everyone come inside. When I walked in, everyone in me group were staring at my "Stop fucking staring at her" ant yelled at all of them. "We'll talk about your answers next class. Immy can you stay back a minute?" She asked as she dismissed everyone "No" I just walked out.
"Ant!" I stopped him, I ran at him giving him a huge hug. "Thank you for getting cash" "Of course" "Im sorry about that whole Thing" "Dont say that. Its just good that your okay now" "Im gonna leave you but thanks again." He kissed me on the forehead and left with spider and dusty.
