14 - Torn Apart

                                    

                                          
-- Three Weeks Later --
- Jennie's POV -
"Finally you're back." My eyes looked to the door, watching Rosé walk in my hotel room. "Why didn't you notify of coming back here in Korea safely?" She made her way closer as i put my lipstick and mirror down.
"I was about to greet you all but needed a breath." I turned my seat towards her with a smile. "Jennie, what is going on?" She didn't lose her serious expression.
"Lisa and you broke up? What happened?" She asked as i felt my heart stop from hearing her name. "Jennie, speak. You can't just treat her like that or anyone. It's so selfish." She spoke to me. "Rosè, i-" 
"Did the fans really scare you that much? Scared you to the point that you choose to keep your mind safe rather than pick someone you love?" Her words continued to cut deeper.
"Rosé, there's nothing to do with the fans. I'm not scared nor were." I finally spoke. "Than why do her like that? She's our family." She gazed at me with disappointment.
"Listen, V and i are together now. I love him and he loves me. That's just how it is now and you can't hold on to the same stuff constantly." I explained.
"You're so selfish. Jennie, you have changed so much that it doesn't even seem like you. Did you and Lisa not love each other? Did you really think that she was playing around with you even though you were the one doing that?" 
"I was never playing around! I love her, i won't ever stop loving her but-" I took a pause. "That's just how it is. Life makes the decisions." 
"Life doesn't do that. You do. You are the control of what you do and you clearly chose to take advantage of it." She said directly at me before turning around and walking back to the door.
"Jennie, you broke her. You actually broke her." She turned to look at me once more. "You broke her physically and emotionally. You shattered her heart into pieces. She trusted you but you broke that apart. Do you really not feel guilty about that?" Her sorrow face was visible.
My eyes watered up, my mind not finding any words to reply with from how hurt i felt. I watched Rosé give up on waiting for my answer and leave the room.
I know what i did was wrong. I know i'm in the wrong. I absolutely ruined my and her life be the choices i can't control anymore.
I bursted out in crying, leading myself to the bedroom and rolling up in the covers. I was broken apart. Not a single day went by where i wasn't thinking of Lisa. My heart has never left her side and i'm physically losing strength to pull it away.
- Lisa's POV -
"You want another one?" Tay asked me while pouring the shot. "Keep them going, i don't mind." I smiled at him as he did just that. "Cheers!" We downed our 7th shot.
"Lisa!" I felt hands wrap around my stomach, giving me a back hug where i noticed it was Jisoo. "Hi you!" I went in for another hug. "Hm." She hummed out, seeing the alcohol on the table.
"Just enjoying life, don't worry." I replied, glancing at Tay. "Enjoying life? Confident about that answer?" She questioned, trying to push out the truth.
I didn't allow my thoughts to take over though. "Let's not start now. I wanna party. Let's dance!" I grabbed the hand of Tay's girlfriend, giving Tay a wink before pulling her in the crowd.
"An honor to dance with you." She smiled at me while swaying to the music. "Live in the moments." I replied back, vibing to the beats.
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"Lisa, it's okay. Rather, here, have some water." Tay's girlfriend placed a bottle in front of me while taking the glass out of my hand. "Oh, now you're taking control of me?" I opened the bottle and took a sip.
"Lisa, you don't have to pretend. I know it hurts and i'm here to listen." She looked at me deeply as my face saddened completely.
"You'll get through it, my girl. I know it." Tay smiled while fist bumping me. "Mhm." I put my eyes down, fiddling with the cap of the water bottle.
"I just don't know how to say goodbye to someone that has been with me for my whole life." I spoke.
"I swear to god, you're in such a bad place but i'm here to brighten it. Trust me, i won't ever go like i've stayed with you until now." Tay explained, tapping on top of my hand. "You're a true one, i know that." I looked at him as he pushed up a smile.
"I was literally in love and till this point i can't get away." I pulled my eyes down. "Just look for new people, it'll keep your mind off. Trust us."