heart shattered

                                    

                                          
after having a disagreement that lead to a dumb fight Happy and I stopped talking to each other, we stopped kissing, sleeping together, fucking, and just being our normal selves.
I'd say we just pass by each other but he doesn't come home till late hours.
so today since I didn't have to work I decided to try and talk with him. but he walked into the house.
"can we talk?" I asked
he nods his head and sits across from me at the kitchen table.
"I wanted to talk about the fight that happened over a disagreement," I say
"alright," he says
we got to talking about it and cleared he air.
"why didn't you do this sooner?" he asked
"you'd never come home till late hours" I say
"we could've talked then" he says
"just tell me why you'd not come home till late" I say
"you don't want to know" he says
"so you've been fucking porn whores and crow whores?" I asked
he nodded his head.
I started tearing up.
"is that how we are to start handling fights? go and fuck different people and stay out till late hours?" I asked
"no. what I did was stupid" he says
"how many times?" I asked as the tears started falling
"What?" he asked looking at me
I sniffled.
"I asked how many times," I say
"More than five," he says
my body jerked from the sob that hit. my heart shattered as I covered my eyes and just let it all go not trying to cover the pain and hurt.
"It meant nothing," he says
I dropped my hands and sniffled.
"Dont play me for a fool." I say
"it didn't," he says
"so you continued to meaninglessly fuck whores?" I asked
he looked down not saying a work and that was enough.
I wiped my eyes removed my ring and dropped it on the table before I walked off and locked myself in the bedroom as I sobbed and started packing some of my things.