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WARNING:
Self Harm
Self Hatred
Self doubt
Suicidal thoughts
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-Aurora
A Few Weeks Later
I'm sitting on my bed drownings in my own thoughts.
How is it that you can have so many good days but then once one bad thing happens everything seems to go to shit?
Mom, Dave and my brothers are all at Ashton's football game. I decided not to go because i've been staying in my room all day.
I feel sick to my stomach but it's not the flu.
I haven't ate in 3 days.
I look over to my night stand and see that my phone is still blowing up with texts and calls.
Juliano's been trying to get a hold of me, Keilanni and Emily are both texting me non stop I haven't answered my phone in days.
I just want to be left alone.
I wish I could just float away into thin air.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I'm exhausted.
I get up and start to pace back and forth through my room debating on what I want to do.
I really want to cut myself.
I really want to burn my skin.
I really want to feel pain.
I really want to feel something.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I want my thoughts to finally go away.
I need to feel something.
Anything.
Just anything.
I'd beg whoever is writing my story to just cut it short. Let this be my last chapter.
I'm tired.
I feel so lost.
I'm so confused and broken.
I can't figure out what I want to do.
I grab my hair at my scalp and just pull as hard as I can until it starts to burn.
I hate not knowing what I want to do.
Why do I feel this way?
Why can't I just live a happy life?
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