Chapter -14 A chance to pursue?

                                    

                                          
Sky woke again at midnight and saw Phai sleeping beside him and holding him tightly. Sky saw the most beautiful experience which has always dreamt of. But he didn't want something out of courtesy or something else. He really wanted Phai to love him and reach out. 
Sky (Inner voice) - P'Phai, would you really confess your feelings to me if you didn't hear my conversation with Uncle Kim? Do you really love me? Or are you just confessing because of my conversation? I don't really know what you are feeling at this moment. But I really hope you love me for real not because of something else.
Phai - you are awake? 
Sky - yes, you can go back to your room. I am better now. I can take care of myself. 
Phai - you used me all day and now you are sending me off because I am no longer useful for you? 
Sky - What do you mean by I used you? 
Phai - Sky doesn't remember ah? 
Sky remembered the dreams he had and how P'Phai has handled him and took care of him. 
Phai - Sky, can we please talk? 
Sky - What do you want to talk about? 
Phai - About yesterday's thing.
Sky - I don't want to talk. Uncle Porsche is already mad at me. I don't want anyone else to be mad at me. 
Phai - No one is mad at you Sky, Pa was just angry for a bit. But now everything is good. Okay if you don't want to talk, then don't. But at least listen to me please.
Sky looked at Phai and didn't answer anything. So Phai started talking to Sky.
Phai - Sky, I don't know when it started but I can't be just a brother to you anymore. I wanted to tell you this thing even before the day we went to the mall. But I was afraid that you may reject me. But after hearing yours and uncle kim's conversation, I was sure that you are also feeling the same way as me. And I didn't want to waste anymore time. So I confessed to you. 
Sky - P'Phai
Phai - I know sky feels like I did that out of courtesy or something else. But no Sky, Phi did that because I really like you and I want you to be with me. I know I am saying all this because I want to be with you. But you can take all your time. I am not rushing you or anything.
After hearing Phai's words, Sky leaned closer to Phai and hugged him.
Sky - Thank you for telling me everything P'Phai. But I need sometime to tell my answer.
Phai - you waited for me all these years. I can wait for you too. But please don't make me wait longer. 
Sky gave a smile and hugged him again. Both of them went back to sleep again.
The next morning, sky woke up with little weakness. He looked around for Phai but he was nowhere to be found. 
Sky - Is it real or am I dreaming? 
Phai entered Sky's room with breakfast and asked - You are awake?
Sky nodded his head and looked at the person coming towards him. Phai gave him a glass of water to drink.
Sky - P'Phai 
Phai - hmm
Sky - what are you doing in my room?
Phai - Aw, sky forgot a?
Sky - What?
Phai - That Phi is pursuing Sky
Hearing Phai, Sky choked on his water. Phai quickly took the glass from his hand and tapped Sky's head to ease his choking.
Sky looked at Phai and Phai said - Did Sky forgot what we talked night? Or do you want Phi to make you remember? Saying that Phai moved closer to Sky to kiss him.