Chapter Twenty-Five

                                    

                                          
⚠️❗️ This chapter contains mentions of violence and G(rape).❗️⚠️
       Waking up the next morning I cuddled into Wooyoung's hold more. He chuckled as he ran a hand through my hair and I slowly opened my eyes and looked up at him. He grinned at me as he kissed my nose. I smiled back at him before sitting up. Remembering last night and the fact he had me sobbing in pleasure I was immediately getting out of the bed and rushing to the bathroom. 
     "Whoa, what's wrong Sweetheart?" He asked, jumping up behind me. As soon as I was in the bathroom I grabbed my makeup removed and put some on my face towel. I quickly cleaned the smeared makeup off before washing my face. Once I was done and reaching for my toothbrush Wooyoung spun me around and slammed my back into the counter. 
      "I asked you a question." He said, his voice cold. I whimpered softly as my hands gripped the counter behind me. 
     "I had to clean my face...oh god you all had to see my face while it was all messy in the videos." I mumbled, my eyes widening as I zoned out staring at his chest. He grabbed my face with both hands and made me look up at him. 
       "Hey hey stop that. There was nothing wrong with it. Seeing the way I messed up your makeup was attractive." He reassured. I didn't believe him but kept quiet on my insecurities. He let me brush my teeth after and brushed his as well before washing his own face. I brushed my hair up into a messy bun and headed into my room. I threw on athletic shorts, fluffy socks, and Yeosangs hoodie. 
      "You ready to go downstairs?" Wooyoung asked, walking into the room after he got changed. I grabbed my backpack, earbuds, and nodded. We walked downstairs and I plugged my earbuds in my phone on our way downstairs. Putting it into the pocket of the hoodie we walked towards the noise in the kitchen. I pulled the hood up over my head and the sleeves over my hands as we walked in. I refused to look at anyone, making a beeline to the fridge to get orange juice. I could feel their eyes watching my every movement. 
      "Are you avoiding us?" Mingi asked in amusement. I simply peeked over at the group of males, now containing Wooyoung, shrugged and walked towards the living room. 
     "Yep." I said as I moved to sit on the couches. I needed time to just, adjust to the knowledge they had the videos and pictures that they did. Yes it was so thrilling to know they'd have those but now? I was just embarrassed they seen me messy like that. It was in theory attractive to know I fell apart reduced to sobs as I was fucked but currently I'd like to simply read my emails and work on my assignments for class. 
     Setting my laptop up on the coffee table I blasted some music in my ears and began working on my assignments. I was barely even able to get through a second question when my earbuds were ripped out my ears and Seonghwa stood above me. I looked up at him and whined slightly when he pulled me to stand up and walked me back to the kitchen. I was forced on his lap when he sat back down. 
      "Was that a whine I heard?" San asked, watching my face. My eyes widened and I shook my head immediately. 
     "It was an accident, I'm sorry." I immediately apologized. 
      "It's okay, baby. Calm down." Yunho reassured my panicked form and I slowly relaxed into Seonghwa's chest. 
        "You wanna explain why you're avoiding us now?" Seonghwa questioned. I thought for a moment and peeked over at Wooyoung. He got upset when I talked about it. I didn't wanna upset them. 
       "N-No, do I have too?" I quietly questioned. 
      "Yes. One of your rules is communication. So speak to us, Pup." HongJoong gently coaxes.