Chapter Ten

                                    

                                          
    
    A couple hours later, DaeJun was knocking on my door. Slightly shaking I opened the door and looked up at him. I couldn't deny his attractiveness, I couldn't deny that he still sometimes made my heart flutter. But I can admit the way he still scared me. The way I still found him so ugly and repulsive knowing this is who he was as a person. 
      "Heyyy babe." He slurred out. I grimaced realizing he was drunk and had likely been out partying. I saw hickeys on his collar bones and the smell of weed and perfume mixed with the alcohol on his breath. I sighed and shook my head as I walked away from him. He stumbled into my apartment and shut the door behind him as he grabbed my arm.
      "Let me go DaeJun, you're drunk." I said, annoyance clear in my tone. This seemed to annoy him as he yanked me towards him and tried to kiss me. I turned my head away and tried pushing him off. 
      "Why won't you let me kiss you?" He mumbled as he began kissing along my jaw instead. I shoved against his chest and in his drunken state he tumbled back a bit. He grabbed my waist and once again tried to kiss down my jaw and neck as his hands move beneath my shirt. I once again shoved him causing him to stumble. He immediately went blank face from his previous smile.
     "DaeJun, you know I don't like it when you're drunk. I can also see your hickeys. I don't want some whores nasty essence on me either." I snapped. It felt good to do so. To finally tell him off even only a little. DaeJun's face flashed with anger as he stomped towards me and grabbed me by the hair in the back of my head. I cried out in pain as my hands went to grip his hands. He pulled me into my room and shoved me down onto the floor after. 
     "At least that whore is doing something you can't! You're so desperate for male attention yet when they give it to you, you play hard to get! Such a damn slut and yet you can't even act on it." He ranted as he began unbuckling his belt. Fear seized my body as I froze, watching him. He then grabbed me and shoved me to the foot of my bed before ripping my shirt off. I cried out and tried to grab it back but he stepped on my hand. I screamed out in pain as it shot through to my forearm. 
     "Stop it! Please!" I cried out, whimpering as he smashed his foot into my hand more before taking it off. He then grabbed his belt again and I panicked. 
     Seconds later I screamed as it hit my back. I cried out every time until he walked up behind me and tied one of my tank tops into my mouth to shush me. I was sobbing as he continued the lashes. Every one hurt more than the last, I could barely keep my eyes open. Eventually I gave in to my going in and out of consciousness and passed out. 
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     Waking up I heard my phone ringing. Looking around a bit I moved to get up but couldn't as pain shot through my back and hand causing me to fall back down. I cried out. Tried to take a couple deep breaths. Thinking for a second I slowly inched my way to my phone on the night stand. Arm crawling wasn't any better but it didn't hurt as bad as trying to get up. Getting to my phone I see I had multiple texts from the guys after being put into a group chat. I fumbled around with my phone for a moment before finally clicking a random contact of the guys and calling. My eyes were so blurry from the tears gathered there as I heaved, breathing hurting. I waited until they picked up.
    "Hello? Ren? What's wrong? It's 2am love." Seonghwa's groggy voice filled my ears. I sobbed in relief hearing his voice. 
     "Seongie? Please. It hurts so bad. Don't wanna feel it anymore." I sobbed out. I could hear rustling for a moment before Seonghwa's voice filled my ears again.
    "I'll be there soon, okay? I'm coming, love." He softly reassured me, I could hear someone asking what was wrong as Seonghwa grabbed what sounded like keys before the line went dead. I laid there shivering as nausea filled my body and I had to force myself up. It hurt so bad I couldn't stop crying as I stumbled to the toilet. I heaved into the bowl, sobbing out as everything I ate came up. Once I was done I whipped my mouth with toilet paper and flushed the toilet. Slowly getting up again I rinsed my mouth before my legs gave out on me. I slammed back into the wall and screamed out as pain flared through my body. White hot pain wouldn't stop as I threw my body to the side to lay on my stomach. I heard footsteps rushing towards my room moments later.