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i was in the restroom washing my hands and after i got out i bumped into hyunjin "oh- sorry" i said about to walk around him but he grabbed my wrist "what are you doing?" i said looking at him 
"what does it look like i'm doing?" he said with a low tone and moved forward to me as i walked backwards which made me be trapped between him and a wall, he went up to my ear and whispered"you can't tell me you're not in love with me sooms" he said and looked back at me with a little bit of space between us 
"hyu-hyunjin let me g-go" i said trying to get out of his grip
"you're stuttering, you're nervous" he said smirking as his hand was sliding down to my waist "and if i kiss you right now?"
i stayed quiet just looking at him smirking "i wouldn't mind it" i mumbled and he chuckled 
"good answer" he said as he was leaning in and my heart was pounding so hard 
and then

i woke up 
"wow soomi are you ok you're panting so hard" chan said looking at me worried 
"yeah yeah i'm fine" i said getting up from his bed and went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water 
what was the dream? soomi what the hell is wrong with you you're supposed to loss your feelings not make them grow more 
"soomi you're spilling the water" someone said and i got back into reality 
"shit" i said as i stopped pouring water and started cleaning it up 
"what are you thinking about" they said and i looked at them and looked right back at my cup 
it was hyunjin.
"nothing, don't worry about it" i said grabbing my cup and walking passed him going back to chans room 
"had a bad dream?" chan said looking up from his computer as i climbed back into his bed 
"something like that" i sighed "whatcha doing?" i said looking at his computer 
"i'm doing work" he said scratching his head 
"you wanna go eat? i haven't ate all day" i said and he nodded 
"sure, wait for me outside" he said and i got up and headed to the living room
"you going out with chan?" hyunjin said sitting next to me
"how'd you know?" i said 
"i heard while passing by" he said turning in the tv "you like him again?" he said and i choked 
"when have i ever liked him?" i said looking at him 
"in high school" he looked back at me 
"i only said that so i didn't hace to tell you that i liked you" i rolled my eyes 
"so you're 'liking' him again so you don't have to tell me?" he said 
"i don't like him, and i don't like you so no" i said going on my phone 
"you know he has a mini crush on you in high school" he said and i chuckled 
"no he didn't" i said not taking my eyes off my phone 
"he still does" he said and i ignored him "you don't have to believe me, but look closer to what he does" he said and chan came out of his room 
"sooms ready?" he said and i looked at him 
"yeah let's go" i took a glance at hyunjin and got up from the couch and walked out the house with chan 
"so where should we go?" chan said as we got inside the car 
"i've been craving jajangmyeon for a while now" i said and he nodded as he started driving 
"also what was hyunjin talking about?" he asked as he was driving 
"hm? oh nothing important, just hyunjin being hyunjin" i said with a nervous laugh
"do you still like him?" he asked 
"um, to be honest i don't know, i'm for sure mad at him still but either way i don't think i'll ever get back with him, he hurt me too much for leaving you know?" i said looking at him and he nodded 
"there's probably someone out there waiting for you" he said looking at me for a split second and then back at the road
was hyunjin right? nah there's no way i've been friends with chan for so long i would know


"table for two?" the waiter asked and we both nodded "right this way" we followed the waiter as she took us to our table "what can i get for you love birds?" she said taking out her notepad 
"just two jajangmyeon's please" chan said smiling at her 
"perfect, that'll be right out" she said writing it down and walking away 
"does she think we're a couple?" i said looking at chan 
"i guess? a lot of couples come here that's why" chan shrugged 
"we should've just went somewhere else then" i chuckled 
"but they have like the best jajangmyeon here, and they give out free ice creams to couples that look cute together, so i think we're pretty cute to get those ice creams" he said rubbing his hands together 
"ah so you're just using me for ice cream?" i said and he nodded 
"what else do you think i would take you here?" he said raising an eye brow 
"this might sound crazy but.... hyunjin actually told me that you have a crush on me" i said scratching the back of my neck
"he did? why would he think that?" he asked and i shrugged "well he's wrong, i just see you as a friend" he said and i smiled
"good because it would be awkward" i said as he chuckled