Twenty six

                                    

                                          

„You can't escape me" flash appeard when I tried to sleep  I ignore him for some reason what Bucky thaught me didn't work 
„oh come on penis Parker you know you can't fool me I know you don't sleep"  I ignored him „you bitch" he walked torwards me 
but he can't do anything he can't touch me it's just in my imagination right? It's just an hallucination an imagination of my head he can't hurt me I told myself but he just walked torwards until he was standing right in front of me.
"you better learn how to responds parker" he grapped me and pushed me off the bed 
What the fuck
This can't be happening he is dead it's just a dream yeah that's it it's not real I'm just going crazy of some shit fuck maybe it's an illusion but...no mysterio is dead right? Or is he really dead? No no no this can't be happing. Just no. I don't accept that.no.
He kicked me at every part of my freaking body. It was terrible but nothing new to me still hurts though 
"t-this is n-not re-re-real"  I said to myself 
"Oh but it is"
"yo-you're ly-lying"  I cried in the floor 
"whatever makes you sleep at night parker" he hold his belt out I got bad memories from it 
"pl-please st-stop" I begged but he began to hit me like he did it's always while he was still alive.
He hit me 50 times on my back I bleed but he didn't care he never did 
"pl-please" I cried 
"learn to responds next time and this wouldn't had happened!"  He shouted 
"I-I h-hate y-you" i mumbled 
"I know" flash rolled his eyes
"t-this is ju-just a dr-dream" 
"maybe it is maybe it's just an illusion"  
"no" I wishpered please don't let it be mysterio again "M-mysterio?" I asked
But I didn't Got an anweser flash just disappeared.
No no not mysterio i can't go trough  this again.no.
„Peter come on wake up" I heard a voice say I opened my eyes 
"what?"   I looked confused through the room.
„you just had a nightmare" mom said 
And then i rememberd what it was about...
It was about flash even in my dreams he won't leave me alone but at least he is dead it wasn't real it was just a dream Right? But then why did it felt so real? 
„Wanna tell me what it was about?" Mom asked when I calmed down a bit  
"uh not really" I shaked my head
"Peter... i unterstand but I heard you talk in your sleep I heard you beg flash to stop it hurts me to my heart to hear something like that from you I wish I make that dream go away I wish I could make you forget all the bad things that happend but I can't but I want you to know that I'm always here for you and I always listen to you no matter  what so is dad,you aunts and uncles,you friends and even your brother  alright? I'm your mother my job is it to protect and be here for you I want you to know that. Okay Peter? I love you"
Mom heard me beg flash to stop how embarrassing is that? I hurt her and I such a bad son ain't I? I mean I hurt mom I don't want her to feel bad.
"I know,thanks, I love you too mom and uh the dream it-It was terrible" I hugged her
"it was just a dream it wasn't real remember he is dead he can't hurt you alright?"
"but- but it felt so real maybe it was mysterio!"  
"I don't think that remember he's dead too"
So it was all just a dream but if it wasn't? What's if mysterio isn't dead? What If he's still alive? 
 "I'm here for you we all are" She kissed me on my forehead „try to sleep for a bit it's only 4am"  mom threw a blanket on me and gave me a goodnight kiss
Oh I woke her up that wasn't nice of me I should shame me for waking her up just because I had a stupid nightmare