Farewell for now.

                                    

                                          
Today was the day. Everyone was going home, the tour was over and Noah and I were officially long distance. 
"Good morning love." I say looking over to Noah. 
"morning. I don't wanna leave." He stretches.  We got up and walked into the living room. 
Everyone seemed to be awake but folio and Aliyah. 
I plopped down on the couch in between Jolly and Noah. 
"where are folio and Aliyah?" I ask. Noah and jolly share a look followed by shit eating grins. 
"They aren't up yet." Jolly says. 
"do you think he did it ?" Noah asks. 
"I bet you the $40 I have in my pocket they did" Nicholas nods. 
"Alright I'll take that bet."  Noah grins. 
"We ARE NOT betting on our friends sexual activity. No matter how much of a little asshole he is" my eyes widen as a see Aliyah creeping through the hall. 
"I FUCKIN TOLD YOU HE DID." Noah laughs throwing his head backwards on the couch. 
"Shut the fuck up." I say punching him on the chest. 
Folio follows after with his stupid shit eating grin. 
"ATTA BOY" Noah laughed once more followed by jolly's whistling. 
Aliyah and I made eye contact as she walked down the steps. 
"What is wrong with all of you?!" I exclaim. "folio? What about 'aBstIneNce oN tHe bUs' buddy." I throw my hands up in the air. 
"Your are just jealous." He teases. 
"What- am not." I cross my arms. "You are stupid." 
"You are jealous because Noah just isn't as good with the ladies as me" he laughs. 
I watch Nicholas hand Noah two twenty dollar bills. 
"I bet you $40 she beats folios ass" Noah says slowly munching on pretzel rods. 
"ya know what, Keep it. I know she will." Nicholas replies with a gaze. 
"Again, you are stupid. AN IDIOT IF YOU WILL" I say taking a drink of water from my bottle. 
"Don't bring me into this shit pipe." Noah says from the couch. I charge toward folio 
 "Babe please don't hurt the guy. He is just fucking with you" 
"Keep talking Noah Sebastian." I glare at him. 
"You're gonna call her right?" I prop my head in my hands standing at the island. 
"of course I'm gonna call her." Folio smiles and places his hand behind his head. 
"Oooo you LIKE-LIKE Aliyah." My eyebrows go up and down. 
 He blushes and turns away. I get closer to him. 
"It's okay ya know. Shoot your shot." I whisper. 
2 hours later. 
after everyone had packed up we all drove to the airport. 
"Don't be stupid" I kiss Noah. "I love you. Be safe." 
"I will, I promise." He looks at me. 
"Jolly, take care of him until I visit please and you be safe too" I smile. 
"Hey.. I wanted to give you this because I know you like it" Noah says handing me the red hoodie. 
"But it's your favorite." I look up at him. 
"I want you to have it." Noah kisses my forehead. 
I pull him tighter into the hug. 
"Noah, I'm gonna miss you." I hold back my tears. 
"I know. But hey, you are gonna see me again soon. I promise." He smiles. 
"Flight 237 to Los Angeles now boarding" the pa says. 
"That's you. " I say pulling him in by his belt loops 
"I love you.. stupid."  I reach up on my tip toes. 
"I love you too. I gotta go" he kisses me and turns away to board his plane. 
please be safe noah. 
I put the hoodie in my hands over me. letting it fall to my knees. 
all of Noah's clothes were oversized. I mean the guy is 6'2, I'm only 5'4 what did you expect? 
My flight home was gruesome. dad and I sat and waited. as we boarded the plane, took our seat. 
I looked at the buildings down below getting smaller and smaller. 
I rest my head on dads shoulder. 
4 weeks later 
"NoWaHhh." I wine. "It is late. Why are you still up?" I ask. 
"Because my sleep schedule is fucked because I've been waiting for you to get here.. and I miss you." He says clutching his chest dramatically. 
"You are stupid.." I say. Noah and I had resorted to multiple face time calls. 
"Look outside." Noah directs me. I open the doors to my balcony and step outside. 
"The stars are pretty." 
"Just like you." Noah responds. 
"you're slick" I laugh."I wish I could see them with you." 
"You are seeing them with me." He says. 
"Not what I meant. " I roll my eyes 
"I love you. you need to go to bed though, you are leaving early." Noah sighs. 
"I know, but I'm so excited I can't sleep." I whine. 
"Good night Lillian." He stares. 
"Ughhhh fine. Good night." I say pushing the red end call button. 
it had been four long weeks and I was finally getting to see Noah. 
by this time, we were both touchstarved. Aside from Noah, I wondered how the others were? I knew that nick was in Virginia tattooing and probably spending time with his family. 
I know Jolly has gone crazy from having to take care of Noah and Aliyah called me to tell me about folio surprising her in Detroit. 
I closed my eyes and let out a long sigh pulling up my blanket all the way to my chin. 
I couldn't wait to see my boy once again.