First day Part 2

                                    

                                          
POV Lena 
Suddenly i Felt a hand on my shoulder
Miss K: Lena, why don't we make you a snack while you can sit in the living room and watch TV?
Lena: I'm not hungry 
Miss R: We don't have that. We know you have anorexia. We have apples how about that? You like apples! 
How do they know that? It's really scary that they know so much about me.
Lena: Okay?
I go in the living room, sit on the couch and turned on the TV. I flipped through the channels, but all that was there were children's shows. After a while I gave up and left Paw Patrol on.
POV Miss K
I sliced an Apple into a plastic bowl with animals on it. I poured her some milk into a cup and walked towards the living room. What I saw there, i would remember forever. Our litlle girl was sitting on the Couch with a stuffed Dino on her lap. We had left the Dino stuffed animal there, so that she could take it and we had a proof that she had a little side. She just hides it. Sarah told me, that in the break, Lena was sitting on Johannas lap. Maybe Lena said, that she dont want to be a little. We will see about that. I quickly got Sarah, so that she can see this sight too. 
Sarah: I knew she would like the dino 
Fiona: Well chosen baby 
I kiss her on the lips quickly, she smiled at me briefly, than we walked over to Lena. I put the milk and the bowl with the sliced apple on the table in front of her. When she noticed us, she quickly put the dino aside and locked down, while playing with her fingers. Sarah took her hand and weighed it onto Lena's hands 
Sarah: Its okay nobody will judge you here. 
Lena: But everyone makes fun of me when I have my stuffed animal with me.
Fiona: But we dont and it was just one guy making fun of it, so don't let it bring you down.
Sarah: With us, you can be yourself, you don't need to hide
Lena: Oke
Fiona: So enough talking, here is your snack and your milk 
Lena: Thanks 
Lena startet eating and driking, while we watched her closely
Lena: Mmh tasty. What's that for a milk. Milk never tasted so good
Sarah: It is breastmilk 
For a moment it was quiet. Extremely quiet. Lena just started at the cup with milk. We both said nothing, we know that she needed time to process it. After a while she took the cup, placed on her lips and drunk some bit. We both started at her with schock 
Fiona: Its okay for you?
Lena: It taste yummie. It doesn't brother me where it came from.
We smiled at her. We sit next to her, each on one side if her while she finished eating, drinking and continued watching her series. As she was done with eating and drinking, I got up to carry her things to the kitchen. 
Lena: Can I have more milk please? She asked so quietly and you could see on her face that she was embarrassed.
Sarah: Of course you can honey
Sarah gave me a look, I know that look, we already talked about it, if Lena liked the milk, we would start breastfeeding her. 
Lena: Thank you.
I got in the kitchen and put the dishes in the dishwasher. Then I went back and sat down next to Lena again.
Lena: Where is my milk?
Fiona: Next to you 
She looked confused to Sarah 
Sarah: You can have your milk straight from my breast 
Lena: Breastfeeding? It is to soon, I'm not even your little, I don't think that would be a good idea!
Fiona: Just try it, I promise you will like it, it will taste better than bevor. And you're our little. 
Lena: But..
Sarah: Don't talk anymore, just relax
Since she is sitting in front of Sarah, I was a bit behind her. I put my hand on her stomach and gently pushed her back so that she laid with her head on my lap. Sarah came closer, took the Dino in her hand and put it on Lena's stomach. Lena grabbed him directly and hugged him.
Sarah: Did you give him a name?
Lena: Rex
Fiona: Wow its a cool name 
Lena smiled big. 
Sarah and I both sit on the couch properly, Lena sat in Sarah's arms like a baby now. While I distracted Lena with Rex. Sarah opened her blouse and bra so that her breast was free. Now Lena noticed what was happening, she was about to get up, but I gently pressed her head against Sarah's right breast until she latched on. After some time she had a good rhythm, she closed her eyes and her left hand touched the boob so that more milk came out. She drunk so peacefully, while we both just started at eachother and smiled. That was what we dreamed about for so long, and now we had it and we wouldn't let her go anymore. She was ours now and forever.