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Seokjin carried jungkook and placed him on bed helping him settle.
"love i am going to do groceries. And buy stuff. No matter what you won't open the door for anyone. I have keys I'll come by myself. "
Jungkook looked at him. He was scared of course. In new house and without seokjin..
"okay. "
"baby don't get scared. Everything is okay. " 
he nodded with fear. He pulled seokjin close hugging him tightly. Seokjin smiled hugging him back and kissed on his neck.
Jungkook didn't intend to pull away but Seokjin yrged to do it. He cupped jungkook face and started leaving kisses on his face.
"I'll be right back baby. What about you take a nap? "
Jungkook nodded to jin. Jin pecked his lips walking out and when jungkook heard the dong voice he knew jin have gone. He laid on bed looking around then lifted his shirt felling his eyes get filled with tears. He caressed his stomach.
"my babies they were just here. And i lost you two... I am so sorry. Mommy is so sorry. "
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Seokjin entered with lots of bags in his hands leaving marks on his hands but he cared less. He needs to check on jungkook. Entering the room he found jungkook sleeping with his hand on his stomach.
Seokjin. Walked and looked at him. Taking his hand away. He kissed his bare stomach that had a big scar now. He pulled the shirt down, covering the boy he walked out kissing his hand.
Seokjin was busy cleaning and organizing the house and groceries when he felt two arms encircled his waist.
"oh my god. Love you startled me. What if i dodged you hm? "
Seokjin asked turning.
"aren't you tired? "
"no? Why? " 
jungkook caressed his face. Eye bags apparent.
"you are.. "
Jungkook said but Seokjin smiled pecking his nose.
"after dinner we will go to sleep.. Don't worry. "
jungkook nodded and after that jin placed him on chair while he made dinner.
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"seokjin? "
Seokjin hummed at him while he was drying jungkook hair.
"help me.. "
"in what love? "
jin placed the blanket aside sitting on bed. 
"help me get my lactation more?"
jin was confused for moment. 
"hiw can i do that baby? " 
"i... Umm. " 
jungkook felt heated up.. He looked down so jin had to cupp his cheeks. 
"tell me.. Hm? "
"we tried today. Tae couldn't suck out milk and got tired... Suck me so... My milk start to come easily "
Jungkook keot waiting for a response but jin didn't said a word. 
Jungkook looked up to see seokjin's face red. He was staring at his chest. 
"what more exact word you mean? Love? "
"suck me. Suck me hardly.. So.. " 
jungkook was trying to make words but seokjin pressed his lips with his. Kissing him hardly with heat in it.