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HEY MOTHER FUCKERS, WHATS UP??? ITS BEEN LIKE A YEAR!!!
(CW: loss of life, mental health, just stressful topics in general) 
so some of you guys may be wondering where ive been and what ive been up to
the short answer is:
hell
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the long answer is: 
ive been struggling with my mental health for this entire year, the only good thing thats really happened for me is the part 6 anime. i also have been diagnosed with a whole new batch of mental issues (that i wont get into here) ive also been dealing with a lot of stressful things, two of my grandparents passed and the first one just made me super unpassionate about everything i was doing, i lost my job, and because of my mental health (plus the job market SUCKS rn) ive not been able to get a new one. ive also been dealing with a lot of stressful situations from my "friends" (dont even get me started...). but remember my bf who i talked a lot about? yeah we are no longer dating as he has become my fiance, so thats cool. 
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so where do we go from here? 
im probably going to put my stories that i do have up on an indefinate hiatus until i have the want to completely rewrite them (they were written when i was but a young lad). i probably will start up a new one here pretty soon. i am juggling like three projects by myself rn that have nothing to do with each other. this being one of them. 
i will be keeping the old works up for the time being until i decide that im ready to revamp them, then once the revamp is caught up ill axe em. but we arent even remotely close to that point rn. 
im also going to post my unfinished, unedited drafts i had for all of them (if the first one even still has drafts attached??? that guy has not been touched since i was in highschool lol) that way you guys arent totally starved for a while. ill also probably copy and paste this as the last chapter in them as well. 
this isnt the end for those books, just i cannot force myself to work on them for the time being. 
feel free ro leave any ideas for stories you want to see brought to life by yours truly, and maybe just maybe ill make it happen ;) 
anyways, thank you all so much for your support of the years. its still kinda crazy to me that i have 700 followers here still. i know a lot of you guys probably arent active anymore, but honestly, it doesnt matter to me. you will always be one of my kiddins. 
and to those of you who dont follow, youre still one of my kids
stay safe, be well, and remember, dad loves you. 
-pops