"So it was really you who sent it" i say 
"I was to sent it a long time ago but you found your family, so i had to give you a few days to yourself" he says 
"Wy? Just why? Only if i did not forget, no only if you did not manipulate me, i would have killed him more painfully, why just why? WHY?" i shout tears forming in my eyes 
"It will be ok child, trust grandpa, you will no longer feel the pain just go in and do what the nice uncle tells you to" he says smiling at me and my brother who were eight
"Bubba, lets go, dadu says the pain will go away" i say pulling my brother inside the room 
"No"  he says with a straight face 
"Listen to dadu, i promise you will forget all your  pains" dadu says kneeling in front of my twin 
"I don't want to forget anything, i want the pain, i want this pain to remind me i need to gave him the same if not more amount of pain i feel for my sister" bubba says hugging me tightly 
Dadu looks at me and then my brother before he says 
"Ok, how about you let your sister forget the whole incident," dadu asks as my brother looks at me clutching my stomach 
"Yes" he say looking at my eyes this time 
"Forget?" i ask 
"Little fruit, you trust your brother right?" bubba asks looking at me "YES" i shout with a huge smile on my face "then go in and come out smiling" he says pointing at the door 
"Bubba wont come with me?" i ask scared clutching his and 
"I won't but dadu will, and you love spending time with dadu right?" bubba asked as dadu sadly smiled at me 
"Yes, but i love bubba more" i say as dadu gasps and starts to tickle me 
He stops as soon as i hiss out in pain 
"Lets go now, we don't have much time before e returns" dadu say taking me to the room as i wave to bubba as the door closes 
"Start the hypnosis" dadu says as i look at all the colourful circles in front of me 
"I HATE YOU! WHY JUST WHY?"  i shout coming back to present from the past 
"You were just eight" he says calmly
"I trusted you, I trusted you and this is what you did? Manipulate me?" i shout as a tear leaks out of my eyes "it was... it was alive... small.. It was ... mine" i shutter as i break down as he runs to me and hugs tightly 
"Cry it out, this is what i was afraid of the most, you breaking down, cry it out beti" he say and as soon as i heard the endearment i broke  down 
Loud sobs  escapade my body i was shouting, wailing crying my heart tout 
"It was mine, alive, i HATE YOU" i shout 
I don't remember when but i pass out 
I wake up in a bed a familiar bed 
I walk out and follow the very familiar  stairs and walk straight into the kitchen and look at the very top cabinet with the  help of a stepping stool and take out the baby blue plastic bag 
"Haa, the old man still keeps  this trash" i chuckle as i sit on the floor and  drop out all the contents of the bag on the floor 
I rummage through all the little things on the floor to find the paper i was looking for when i heard a voice behind me 
"It's in the living room wall, i had it laminated and hung up" 
"'Dadu" i hug him 
"I missed you little girl" he says hugging me back 
"I am sorry for shouting earlier, i was angry and couldn't think straight" i say slowly 
"I know, no one is blaming you for that, you would know it  one day or the other, i just hoped you would not hate me after knowing what i did" he says hugging me tight which made me feel safer than ever 
"Dadu... you know i would never hate you, i was just eight back then, if something, you saved me, i would never survived if... if you did not abort it" i say in a whisper 
"Its all in the past now" he said hugging me tightly 
"Abort?" i  heard a whisper from behind me i turn back to see it was Xander 
"You had an abortion when you were eight?" he whispered whilst tears started to form in his eyes 
"Yes" i said back in a low voice 
There is no use to hide anything from him as it is India and this place has lot more to hide and reveal 
"Who?" he said voice filled with rage 
"I killed him" i say 
"Good for him, if he was alive he would wish he was dead" he growled before leaving the room in anger 
"Where the hell is the gym?" i hear his voice loudly 
"Go with him to the gym" dadu says to one of the bodyguard who nods and leaves the room