Chapter 47

                                    

                                          
Bright crash his lips on Win's, making them both to moan in each other's mouth, the warmth of havenly kiss spread inside Bright's entire body. Bright swear he heard an angel singing love song for them, the whole world disappear for him, he can't help but smile and feel bliss in their kiss. Afterall it was Bright's first kiss with someone after realizing his love who also love him back. So heavenly kiss feels more special to him than any other. It was more than thirty years for Bright to be on this planet and their kiss was beyond everything he had ever felt in his entire life. Bright couldn't describe the feeling, the pure joy to feel his lover lips on his own, except he was only trying to convey the words he can't speak through his actions I love you Win, I love you so much that any minute my heart will burst out of my chest and fall onto your feet. Win moans interrupted Bright's love declaration but he wasn't complaining as Win's every moan were telling him how much Win wants him, how much he loves him. Bright tried to deepen their already deepen passionate kiss, trying to inhale every breath that Win gave him, savouring every second as it is the only time he'll get to kiss the person he truly love from all his heart. 
Now the only thing was remaining to make them as one. Win is the only one who made him feel so special when infact out of them Win is the most special one. But Win doesn't know that he's doesn't know most of the things. He's clueless and don't know how much Bright's heart miss him. Win doesn't know that no hearing his voice and seeing his face, Bright feels like torture. Unintentionally he made a murder plan of John Abraham which he'll never wish for his death enemy. Bright never knew it is possible to die while living, but fuck he can in this moment. His lungs clenching and heart cracking inside his body and Bright was ready to die in that moment happily pressed against Win.
Win gentle moans brought Bright back to reality as he nibble Win's lower lips and suck the air out straight from Win lungs causing him to breathlessly panted "Bright?". Bright answered without moving his lips from Win's "Yes Win?". Win shivered under Bright after few seconds of silence he ask "Why do you keep kissing me?". Bright clearly heard the desperation and frustration in Win voice as he replied "Because I like kissing you?". It was the truth though, Win genuinely stated in his worried voice "I don't like to see you sad again". Bright racing heart was pumping so fast that he felt like it will come out. His throat went dry. Bright couldn't even fathom the emotions Win made him feel sometimes. Bright began to wonder what Win will think if he tell him that he's sad when he don't get to kiss him. He's gay, and need a man beside him but what about him?, but then Bright heard the annoying sub conscious You're..... a P, cowardice.... Such a disgrace... I'm ashamed to be your sub-conscious. Calling you P is insult for all the P in the world. 
Bright ignore the insult and ask Win "How does my eyes look?". Win stated "Light... Happy..?". He looking as if he doubt his answer would be wrong. Bright responded "Exactly, and you're the reason. You make me happy. You don't have to worry about me Win. You should worry about yourself because I can't. I can't worry about you I'm too selfish to do so. And I know I'm making this more worse for you .. I'm just thinking about myself. God! you even ask me ... If it'd effect me to kiss but you didn't notice that I didn't ask you? And do you know why?. Because I couldn't. Because I wanted to kiss you. I needed to kiss you. Fuck I only think about myself and you do it for me which makes me a very selfish man. I'm not like you Win. I'm not selfless and kind person... So you should worry about you because I won't do it for you".
After hearing Win only smile at Bright sweetly, while caressing his cheeks Win responded "Maybe but seeing this light green eyes, the happiness in them is worth it. I know it'll sound stupid and I don't know how to explain .... Seeing you laugh and chukle makes me happy, even the tiniest smile has the power to calming me. ... Example when you call me that day in office. I was very stressed with the meeting but when I heard your laughter it all went away. Don't know why though. I just know that your happiness is my antidote for sadness. It's like my own happiness dr.ug. Does it make sense?". Now somebody please tell how the fuck you will not fall for him?. It's just impossible not to love the perfect person God sent from above. Bright ask just because he's really a selfish bastard "if I'd want to be selfish today what you'd say Win?"