Just tears - 6

                                    

                                          
Annas pov:
„Can you please just say something" he demanded angrily. 
„Why?....... „ I asked shy. 
„Please not again that shit about how I dont like you. If I would really hate you then I would have never come here to see you. And I would have never spent so much time with you." He cut me off before I could start to explain. 
„But I still dont believe you, okay?!" I then said. 
„Why? Why is it so hard for you to believe me?" He wanted to know. 
„Because of that girl!" I whisper-shouted. I cant trust my own voice if I dont whisper. 
„Wha-wait what girl are you talking about?" he was confused. 
„That girl you are crushing on!" I argued. I was angry, why would he play dumb when I know exactly what is going on. 
„What are you talking about?" but he continued playing dumh and acted extremely confused. 
„She came to me -Stefanie- and told me, that you knew each other for like forever and that you love her so fucking much that you would do everything for her and tell her everything. So, she offered me to talk to you to find out what you really feel. And so, she did." I explained to him. I though I cornered him but what he said next was completely unexpected. 
„Wait what?! She never talked to me." My world stopped spinning. Could it really be that she lied to me? But she seemed so nice......
„What do you mean? Ten minutes later she came back and told me everything; that you dont like me at all and that it was just a game to you." I said with tears in my eyes. 
„I never said that. I never even talked to her." He responded. 
„Do you want to know why it was so easy for me to believe everyone?" I then asked, still with tears in my eyes. 
„Please enlighten me." He was very concerned now. 
„You never make the first move; I have to call you, I have to text you, and if I do that it takes hours for you to respond. And now everyone tells me the same damn thing about you. „
„Thats such a bullshit! Why did everyone have to tell you such shit about me? God why cant I have someone to care for?!" he was angry. 
„Yeah, and you didnt want to talk to me all night." I added. 
"That was just because I dont think its good if we talk when you are drunk. It makes no sense to talk now. I think its better if I leave now." I thought we managed to make things better, but I didnt expect him to leave. 
"Wha-". And he was gone. He ran up the stairs to that damn party. I was alone again. One of my only friends came to talk to me. He was a very good friend to me. 
"So, what did you talk about?"
"We...." I stuttered, but then I couldnt talk anymore because I suddenly broke down on my knees crying. He came to my side and hugged me.