Chapter 10 Control (16+)

                                    

                                          
 When Fourth gets out of the shower and steps into his room, he has to bite his knuckle to keep from laughing out loud.
Gemini showered first and slipped into Fourth's pajamas.
And he sat down on the edge of his bed and decided to wait for Fourth.
Outwardly frozen and inwardly agitated, he sat on his best friend's bed, as he had countless times in the past.
How many times before they slept together and everything was completely natural.
Everything completely natural.
Until they were appointed as a couple and everything changed.
And Gemini only recently learned during an interview that Fourth had wished to be shipped with Gemini.
My School Prasident and Moonlight chicken.
They were finally old enough to make themselves entirely available to the industry.
But apparently still too young to grasp what it would all entail.
They fall in love with each other.
On camera.
Gemini marveled when they were told they were going to kiss.
His amazement kept avalanching in his stomach.
So he's going to kiss his best friend.
Fall madly in love with him and kiss.
And as Gemini sits on Fourth's bed, warmed by the hot shower, his tired mind can no longer understand what is fiction and what is reality.
Everything seems so familiar to him.
And yet he has fallen in love with his best friend and kissed him.
Did that really happen?
Or is he still in fiction?
He is so infinitely tired.
And his soul is probably finally satisfied.
He feels that he is in the right place at the right time.
He is finally allowed to rest.
He can surrender to his gentle safety.
His head can barely support his ivory face.
He is so heavy and light at the same time.
And his body seems to miss only one thing.
His hands feel the ceiling he knows.
His heavy eyelids strain to search for the longed-for scent.
And his gaze turns in the direction that brings him closer to his longed-for desire.
Fourth Pillow.
There, where his best friend's face rests in the night.
There, where that beautiful, marshmallow-sweet face usually lies.
There he gets what he's still missing.
Fourth's scent is on the pillow and Gemini's hand reaches out for it.
And so Fourth finds his love still sitting on the edge of the bed.
Gemini has Fourth's pillow enclosed and his face buried in it.
In a floating trance state, he holds both arms around the snuggled object.
And only his black hair is visible.