I should go to Harvey before 
"I'm gonna try bring aunt Nat back see ya later" I said Bucky winked me and Harry said I should be careful  
I knocked on Harvey's door he opened "it's time to raise or aunt from the dead" I said  dramatically 
"Come in come in always a pleasure to have guests" he said and bowed
Well I have no idea what I'm doing but so hard can't it be? Right? After all I could bring Steve back! So I could bring aunt Nat back too
"I have no idea how I can bring aunt Nat back I mean I used swear words on uncle Steve but this won't work on aunt Natasha it have to something personal to her I think I just brought people from the death one time" I said and sat on Harvey's bed 
"Well she's was a spy and she care about you she would kill for you when you're in danger"
I just got an idea thanks to my brother but in this he can't be in it no one can just me and flash this is a good plan I hope  
I just put my self in danger and maybe she will live again  I hope that works and when not....I try it again? Or is this stupid from me? Probably.do I care? Nope.
"Harvey I know how to bring her back but I'm sorry you can't come with me but I promise we prank someone when I'm back okay?" 
"Sure" Harley said sad 
I looked at my watch I had to do something before going to flash
"See ya later" I said and went to my room 
I packed my bag already I put clothes in it and a knife I probably regret this but I feel saver with it even though I would be to afraid to use it on flash but maybe I can try 
I waited for  5pm to arrive then I grapped my back bag and said I go out for a while and left before anyone could do anything about it.
It was  7pm I was in front of flash college room I knocked on the door he opened it.
"so you did come thought you were to scared" 
"I-" 
he interrupted me "give me you bag" he ordered so I did because I was way to scared of him to say no to him   Wouldn't change anything anyway if I say no he would just take it „what's this freak?" He toke the knife out 
"uhm I'm -I'm sorry" 
Fuck I should have hide it better stupid me shit why did even bring it? I knew how it would turn around and still I carried it with me.
"well I guess I take it as a present now it's  mine" he smiled evilly 
I didn't said anything I went into his room it seemed like he doesn't have a roommate  he closed the door and I flinched a bit at that I was really here with flash alone he could do everything to me and I couldn't escape I swallowed of thinking what he might do to me 
I mean it isn't the first time we were alone but he never killed someone before....well not that I know of.
"well you brought a knife so let's start with it take you shirt off" he grinned  I toke my shirt off and he held the knife against my back and started cutting it feels  like he craved a word in my back or something.
"What-what did you do?" I asked when he put the knife away definitely carved something on my back 
"I marked you silly" he went trough my hair with one finger 
I hated this i hate when he toch me it's uncomfortable 
"wh-what?" I asked confused 
"I carved disappointment on your back silly because that's what you are a disappointment always remember that!" He said