CHAPTER 24

                                    

                                          
Freen's POV
I'm so confused right now and all is in perfect mess, i asked mom but i don't like her response after all
She told me the things that my friends said earlier, it gaves me headaches and i really don't understand anything right now
Things are in complete mess, the doctor explained that i have retrograde amnesia but i can believe that the part that i fotgot is this huge
My dad explained things to me including the cheating part and the accident that makes me a parent
I don't remember anything they said and i can't understand why her and thinks that they are just lying to me because they want me to suffer
But mom explained things to me ang make me remember some things but still i can't force my memories back that fast
She told me how does my relationship with becky is and about the baby and stuff but still i can't take it all that fast and smooth
I trust in my mom and now im confuse because the derails is a lot and it gives me headaches because i wanna remember it
I asked mom to call becky the next day because i want to directly ask her and confront her 
The next day around lunch becky came to my hospital room with mom talking to her and she looks gloomy
"Freen." she called me
"Becky right?" i asked and she just nod at me
Mom guide her to sit beside my bed and ask her if she eaten her lunch already but i heard she didn't eat yet 
"Stubborn" i whispered 
She looks at me with a sad eyes which confused me even more 
"Why are you looking at me?" i askes her
"Nothing" she replied and looks down as if tears are ready to fall anytime now
"Hey look, i didn't do anything to you yet" i told her and holds her chin for her to look at me
I felt soft around her which not usual because I'm not used on being caring to people around me except to my love ones
When seeing her eyes a pain is visible and it also send pain in me which i can't explain actually 
I sigh and my mom talked that brings me to reality and makes me calm down a bit
"Freen she's becky your fiancé and the mother of your child, you shouldn't scare her like that please sweetheart" mom told me
I freed her from my hand and again she bowed her head again and it irritates me now
"Why are you not looking at me? Are you scared or what?" i asked her calmly this time
"Maybe? I'm scared because you don't remember me at all" she replied
"Eat first then let's talk." i told her because i have this stinging pain inside me right now which i can't explain
I don't understand why do i have to suffer like this and give pain to others right now just because i don't remember anything at all
I wonder why of all things to forget i did forget this part, this part where this girl beside me is a part
I asked my dad to take care about heidi first because they told me that she also tricked me and take advantage of me too
She told me we are still together and happy, but my mom told me the whole real thing that she cheated and one more thing is with my own brother
I felt disgusted and disappointed about things around me including me forgetting things 
As i look at becky a flash of memory came to my head and sends a picture of me and her in a car until a car came to us and my head hurts as fudge
I just laid back to my bed and didn't tell them and let her eat in peace while she's with mom in a little sofa set and table beside my bed
After a while my head became fine and i heard mom talking to becky
"Sweetheart, how are you and the baby are you fine now?" mom asked
"We're fine ma, the last time was just stressful and my body can't take it that's why i needed to distract myself for a while and didn't visit" she replied to my mom question 
Does it mean I'm stressing her and the baby? How i wish to gain back my stupid memory arghh
They finished eating and she came back to her seat earlier beside me, her belly is big now and she seems having backaches already
"Is that baby really my child?" i asked her and she looked at me with a sad eyes
"Yes, but i understand if you're doubting because you don't remember" she said with a cracked voice
She opened her bag and showed me something, a baby sonogram with a label baby girl on it
"She's a girl" i said
She nods and smiled bitterly, a tear again escaped her eyes as i looked at her 
"You know ahm back then you told me you wanted a baby girl, there she is a princess of yours" she said
A smile formed in my lips as i look at the picture and the thought of me having a baby soon and it's a princess
Again a picture flash in my head with becky with me and saying things like what she said
Becky noticed my uncomfortable state and called a doctor, the doctor told us not to pressure myself because it may cause something like this again
Becky looks at the doctor nodding and attentively paying attention to every detail she's saying but a little sad about the part where i can't force myself to remember 
After the talk with the doctor my mother asked becky to rest first because she might be stressing herself out again
A few minutes later she's still quietly sitting beside me and looks like she was just watching me because my eyes is close and her mind is flying around far
Noey entered the room and said her greeting to my mom, she said she's here to pick becky up and send her home 
I opened my eyes upon hearing it and she said hi to me, becky is not yet talking and just agreed on going home and i can't read her face at all
"Freen, we're going home now" Noey told me 
I don't know but i felt irritated knowing other people drive her home, doesn't she know how to drive? Or maybe because she's pregnant yeah
They are about to go and Noey waiting for becky to say goodbye but becky just quietly turn her back without saying anything
A sting of pain again came to me and i felt heavy seeing her leaving just like that with another person 
"Wait! Stay please." 



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Author's Note:
The mind may forget but not the heart right? Let's get them together again slowly and please if you are not happy about the story kindly leave or don't read just don't compare this with other stories because I'm hurt too
Early update because internet is not available tomorrow, I'll be going to some mountain to climb and think if I'll continie the story or not. 
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