Chapter - 7

                                    

                                          
Jungsuk is so drunk now, that he doesn't know what he is doing and saying. They are still at the bar. Dongwook is enjoying the words the younger is saying. "Wook-ahhhhh!" He said. "What?" Dongwook said with the same energy. "Wook-ah". "What is it suk-ah?" he says sarcastically. "hehe we're wook and suk it's cool right! We are made for each other,"jungsuk says shyly. Dongwook smiles at him, 'yes, chagiya it is going to be so fun' he thinks to himself. "wook-ah, do you love me?" He asks with a pout on his face. "Of course my love I love you", He lies. "Dongwook-ah~~~yah! Lee dongwook, do you know how much I love you?" He asks cutely. No, I don't, tell me how much you love me". "I love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiss much" he spreads his hands as wide as possible. "Awww, chagi, do you love me that much?". "Of course, I love you that much, how much do you love me? huh". "I love you more than that, baby," he says with a smile. 
Jungsuk shakes his head, "No, no matter how much you love me I still love you more than that". "Oh, really? Why do you think that?". 
"Because, after my parents died, everyone was so selfish and greedy, no one helped me when I was at my lowest, I had no one to lean on, and I was depressed not knowing what happiness was. It was so hard for me, living in this cruel world, I had to work for myself and starve when I had no money. I felt like I'm dying sometimes. I even decided to kill myself because I had no reason to live I had no one that could care about me I had no person in my life that I could live for, but I still fought the urge to die and came here looking for a job and I met you. I really don't know how much I really owe you and how thankful I am to you. You made me realise I had a reason to live. And you are the reason I am living right now. If I didn't meet you, I don't know if I would still be alive. Even if I was alive, without you, my life is hell. I'm not saying this because we're dating, even if we were just friends, no. Even the presence of you in my life, it's enough for me.". Dongwook was in shock, he didn't understand the feeling he was getting but it really hurts, he felt like he was hearing his own story. 
"Jungsuk-ah, what did I ever do to you that made you love me so much, I don't think I deserve to be loved that much"
Jungsuk says, "Dongwook-ah, every time I'm with you I feel safe and protected. When I look at you the whole world disappears. When I see you smile, I feel like I'm watching the most beautiful wonder in my life. when I'm in your embrace, I feel like I'm in my home, in my mother's lap. And when I'm with you, I feel like I'm the most loved person in the world, you make me feel like that"
Dongwook never felt this way He is feeling that moment, his mind isn't processing right. His eyes weren't leaving jungsuk's, he wanted to kiss him, "can I kiss you?", The drunk boyfriend was grabbed from his seat, and before he could say anything, he was pulled into a kiss, a really deep one. Their lips moved in harmony, hands exploring each other's bodies, right there in front of the customers. They both can't think of anything but each other. But then suddenly dongwook remembered something.
Something he shouldn't have remembered at this moment. He actually doesn't love him. This is just acting and he will kill him that night. He thought of this while kissing and pulled out sharply from the kiss. 
"Baby, it's getting late, let's go, okay? You're so drunk right now"dongwook says with a smirk. Jungsuk nods. Dongwook quickly grabs the knife that the old lady gives him secretly. And starts to walk holding jungsuk with one hand so he doesn't fall down. They walk and walk and walk, "dongwook ah how long should we walk like this? My legs hurt so much". Jungsuk whines. "we're almost there, baby". "but why are we going in this dark way? We didn't get here this way"
"It's fun this way darling, I love this way, don't you love this too?" Dongwook asks him with a smirk. "no, it's creepy, I don't like it" jungsuk melts down and sits on the floor with a pout on his face, leaning against a wall. Dongwook sees a chance and takes his knife out slowly. 
"Dongwook-ah, if I really die someday, I want to die right in your embrace, looking into your eyes. That would be the best moment in my life and I would tell you this a million times if I have to, you are and will be the love of my life forever", he gets up from his position meeting his eyes with the older and smiles "I LOVE YOU, LEE DONG WOOK!!!!!" he shouts really loudly, having the biggest smile on his face. 
That moment when dongwook took out his knife very confidently with a proud smirk that he would definitely kill him. He slowly approached him listening to his words, not feeling anything, the younger stands up and looks straight into his eyes. He still felt nothing but the urge to kill him. Nothing could really affect him, nothing could actually go wrong, and he will definitely kill him now. But the moment Jungsuk SMILED, actually smiled with his whole heart, without faking anything. Dongwook was mesmerized, flabbergasted, shocked, and surprised...... he felt hundreds of emotions all at once. 'how could a person be this beautiful when they smile, is he even real?' he asked himself. Is he the man he wanted to kill? Is he the man he wanted to stab with a knife? No? He can't do this. He tightened his grip on the knife thinking, 'did I really think I could kill this beautiful man?' he doesn't exactly know what he is feeling right now at that moment. But he did know one thing. 
"I don't know if I could kill him or not, but I would definitely destroy the whole world if anyone lays a finger on him"
Right now he is looking at Jungsuk like he was his whole world. Everything around him suddenly disappeared, it was just him that he can and will see at that moment. 
"I LOVE YOU, LEE DONG WOOK!!!!!!"
LOVE, yes it's love that he is feeling. Dongwook softly smiles watching the man who was shouting that he loves him. What is love? I don't know ask dongwook's heart. He couldn't understand what was going on inside of his heart until now. He realizes it is indeed love. Dongwook always thought love was fake, and it was a myth, but looking at the man right in front of his eyes made him feel like his heart is going to explode, his brain totally not functioning, and he has a whole forest in his stomach, fuck butterflies. Yes, that's what love is, it's complicated but it's beautiful. It hurts but it also heals, it's magical. He finally understands what he was feeling all this time, the real meaning of 'I love you'. He didn't know all this time that he was in love with him, totally, madly. 
Jungsuk hugs dongwook very tightly. Dongwook feels tears flowing through his eyes without him knowing, he drops the knife. He hugs him back even more tightly, crying his heart out. 
"I love you too, Lee jungsuk"
After a very long hug. They look into each other's eyes, which are full of love. They feel butterflies in their stomachs, as their faces get closer. They get closer and closer not breaking eye contact. Now their eyes are on each other's lips, connecting them with a sweet kiss. They close their eyes, feeling the kiss. Dongwook decides to involve his tongue licking the other's lips, asking permission to enter his mouth. Jungsuk opens his mouth, their tongue fighting for dominance, which dongwook won. He started exploring the younger's body with his hands, then pinned him onto the wall. The kiss intensifies, and it is full of lust and love. Jungsuk deepens the kiss, by pulling dongwook closer by the neck, as dongwook's arms are around the tiny waist of the younger, hugging it tightly. Jungsuk starts unbuttoning the older's shirt, which dongwook stops because they were in public. Jungsuk frowns as they pull out from the kiss, craving for more. They were both panting. "Not here, chagiya, we need to get home, people are gonna see us," dongwook says, receiving a pout from his drunk boyfriend. Dongwook smiles at him before he gives a quick peck on the other's lips. "Let's go". 
Ahhh, that's it, for now, see you in the next chapter.