Clique Bait

                                    

                                          
TW: language

Everyone in the house is awake getting ready for the day. Vinnie is fixing his hair in the bathroom while I am doing my makeup. I decided to wear some tan cargo pants, a black tank top and a brown flannel. (Or whatever you want) I put on my Air Jordan Mochas and I am ready to go to Larray's. Vinnie and I were invited to go hang out with Larray and some of his other friends.
"I'm ready when you are babe," I say to Vinnie waiting patiently on the edge of the bed on my phone.
"Okay one second," he responds.
He finishes getting ready as he walks out the bathroom. 
He notices me and says, "well doesn't someone look pretty."
"You look very pretty too kind sir," I respond with a smile as we kiss, and leave on our way to Larray's house.
-at Larray's house-
We pull up and just walk in his front door like he told us to. Larray and his friends come up to me and give me a hug doing the same with Vinnie.
"How are you guys?" Larray asks enthusiastically.
"Pretty good," Vinnie responds.
"Great! Well we have food for you guys!" Larray says.
"Wow thanks!" I respond.
We all head outside once everyone arrives. Then, Larray asks me how Hype House is.
"Y/n how's the Hype House?" Larray asks.
"It's good, I'm super freaking busy so I can't spend all my time with them."
"That's true I know you have lots of brand deals going on and such. Do you feel more productive?" Larray asks me.
"Yeah way more productive. Michael obviously doesn't think I am. I mean we kind of lashed out on each other the other day." I say.
"He doesn't understand girl," Larray says as I smile.
"Why don't you come to Hype House anymore?" Vinnie asks Larray.
"It's so far," Larray says straight up as I laugh a little.
"I mean that is a valid reason," I say.
"And when I do go over, you're in your room," Larray says.
"You can tell me when your coming," Vinnie says.
"You're always streaming though, and honestly it is far and it's not as fun," Larray says.
"It's not as fun. Am I not fun?" Vinnie says sarcastically.
"The vibes don't hit bruh," Larray says in a weird f-boy accent.
They finish their conversation as Vinnie and I continue to sit on the stools. Everyone else is talking to each other as Vinnie and I just sit there talking.
"It's hot as shit out here," I say, "I shouldn't have worn this."
"You look hot though, so it was worth it," he responds as I laugh and roll my eyes.
-later-
Vinnie and I are in the kitchen sitting at the round table. We then see a chat from Thomas in the gc trying to get us to all go to this place with a bunch of trailers in Joshua Tree.
"Wow, this seems...interesting," I say to Vinnie.
"I mean maybe it'll be fun, a little time to relax," Vinnie says.
"Yeah, but we should probably make content because it would be a great opportunity," I say as Vinnie agrees.
Next thing I know, everyone is packed and we are all put into this van. I of course sit next to Vinnie in the back. I brought my Airpods so I also wouldn't have to listen to people talking the whole time.
"Can I please have my own bathroom? I refuse to be on my period and share a bathroom," Kouvr says making us all laugh. Thomas says yes of course.
While sitting in the back, I fell asleep with my Airpods in and my head on Vinnie's shoulder. Apparently, Thomas and Mia took a video of us all sleeping.
-arrived-
So Vinnie and I got the pony. The smallest trailer. Vinnie's head touches the fucking roof. But whatever.
Everyone gets settled and starts doing their own thing. People are playing corn hole, swimming, and I am sitting in the trailer making content and being stressed. I am being pestered with more brand deals so I am trying to film some while I am here with the stuff I have. I am also worrying because I haven't heard from the doctor in a while and I really hope my mom is okay.
-later that night-
Everyone gets their food from this food truck. We all sit at this table and I sit next to Vinnie. I just know that Thomas and Mia are going to utilize this time to talk about content. I have no issue with it because I have been making content. I am just worried on how it will go with everyone else.
"We had this conversation with the whole house about no one doing shit," Mia says. I sigh. Great start. This should go well.
"Why are you even talking about that, no one even mentioned that," Larray spoke up. Low blow from him tbh.
"Larray don't be fucking rude," Mia says.
"You're the only person saying shit," Larray says.
"Because this is upsetting, it's the same conversation we have had with everyone," Mia says.
I start to lose my breath and get out my inhaler.
-in the bus-
Y/n Y/l/n
I had a bad history with arguments growing up. My parents would constantly argue outside my door every night. I have bad experiences with this shit. My asthma makes it worse on top of everything. I start to lose focus when there are arguments. Call it overreacting, I don't care. It is just hard to deal with shit sometimes, especially with a bad childhood experience.
-out of the bus-
I get up and start to walk away from this conversation. Vinnie knows what is happening, he has seen this before. And he knows that I need my alone time. He gives me time until everyone is done arguing.
"Baby are you okay," he asks walking into the trailer. I just sniffle and lay there on the bed.
He comes on the bed and lays next to me to comfort me.
"I don't know what to do anymore Vinnie, I have so much shit to do, people are arguing, and I don't even know what the hell is going on with my mom," I say as I cry more into his chest.
"Shhh it's okay.." Vinnie says as he hugs me and rubs my back.
Vinnie is such a supportive person and sometimes I can't believe how I got so lucky. We ended up staying like that the whole night until we finally slept.
I love him.