𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 ☆

                                    

                                          
╰☆ ; 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵  ╮
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FULL ANGST FOR ONCE😱 trying something new😋 mentions of suicide, going insane and death. also they aren't in the borderlands😇
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niragis pov
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i killed chishiya shuntarō. he was so fucking annoying. i only used him for sex.
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flashback
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" don't speak to me again, i want nothing to do with you. " i say coldly while chishiya looks at me in disbelief. " are you serious?!? so all i was to you was a toy? some toy to use for sex?!? you lying backstabber! " he yells while tearing up and going to grab my wrist. " shut up you fucking bitch! " i yell swiping his hand away.
" i never liked you, yeah i used you! who cares! go die for all i care! " i yell out and a tear slips from his eye. " i hate you! i fucking hate bastards like you!-" he yells but before he can finish i slap him. " i said shut up! arrogant hoe! get out! " i yell and he goes to hit me but i stop him.
i throw him to the ground and start to beat him up. badly. he screams my name and tries to stop me but i don't. soon he stops talking and passes out. at least that's what i thought.
he's covered in blood with wounds and cuts all over him and when i check his pulse, he's not breathing. " fuck! " i yell and get off him. what the fuck do i do now!
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end of flashback
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i got rid of the body and threw it into the nearest lake to get rid of any evidence of him and i get back into my car and drive back to my apartment to clean my blood stained walls. once i get back and do that, i get changed and get into my bed. i stare at the ceiling thinking of what i did. i don't care. i was a murderer in the borderlands so what's changed. 
i sigh then roll over and fall asleep.
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i wake up feeling weird. i open my eyes and see chishiya laying next to me in my bed. i scream getting out of my bed. this isn't chishiya tho. this can't be! i killed him.! 
he opens his eyes but.. there's no pupils! what the fuck!! " you..killed..me.." he spits out moving his head in inhumanly ways. " who the fuck are you! get out of my house! " i yell then i feel myself fall back. 
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" fuck! " i scream out to realise it was just a nightmare. i look next to me and around my entire room just to make sure. thank god. am i going insane.? i shake my head and rub my eyes then i hear my door creek open. i look over scared and see a figure in my dark hallways.
it slowly walks towards me, it's head moving side to side inhumanly again and i see its.. chishiya?!?!? no.. this can't be real!?! his eyes are rolled back to the back of his head and there's blood stains all over him, he's drenched with water and his hair is a mess. 
" you..killed..ME! " he screams and i scream seeing the figure run to me but it suddenly goes away. i look over shakily to see nothing there and my door completely shut. why is this happening!! stop please!! i sigh and go to the bathroom to wash my face and try to forget the previous events.
i look up in the mirror and jump seeing a shadow in the dark hallway. i look back and see another mirror with no one but myself. i sigh again. " i'm going fucking crazy... " i say quietly then i look back at myself in the mirror infront of me.
" FUCK YOU!!! " a loud scream came from it and i saw no one else but chishiya. why is he back?!? " what the fuck!! " i scream as i stumble back and fall down. i look up to the mirror and see nothing. i'm getting rid of this fuckface. i storm into my room and grab a hammer.
i storm back into the bathroom making sure to turn on all the lights and i start smashing all the mirrors inside. i walk everywhere around the house and smash every mirror. " YOU WHORE!!! " i yell out while laughing. he can't get to me now. " murderer.. " i hear in my ear but as i turn around there's no one.
soon the whispers become louder and louder and there seems to be millions of whispers in my ears. i block my ears, screaming and falling to my knees becoming weak from the loud whispers in my ear. " SHUT UP!!! " i yell and they all go away. i slowly uncover my ears while shutting my eyes tightly.
" your dead. your dead. your dead. your dead. your dead. " i say over and over but soon i hear those same words from behind me. i turn around slowly then see nothing. i've had enough of this. i run out of my room covering my ears and hearing running from behind me.
" LEAVE ME ALONE! " i yell while still running. soon i run into a woman. " shut up you insane bastard! learn some fucking manners you dickward! " she yells and i see.. the one i wished to never see again behind her. chishiya. " he.. hes right ther...-"
" nothing is there you disgusting pedo-"
*CRACK*
i scream in horror as i see her neck get snapped. blood splatters onto my face and i run away again. why the fuck am i so scared! i'm fucking niragi suguru! maybe it's because i don't have my gun.. chishiya used to say i'm nothing without my gun.. i guess that fuckhead was right..
i stop running and chuckle to myself. it soon turns into a manic laughter. " i'm nit afraid of you, you bastard! " i yell then soon i hear the loud whispers in my ear again. i cover my ears and start to run to the rooftop. " SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! " i yell while blocking my ears, covering them, pulling them, everything i could to rip my ears apart.
i get to the rooftop but i don't stop running. i soon run to the edge and climb up the ledge. i start to laugh manically. " YOU SEE THIS?! YOU DONT EFFECT ME!! YOU WILL NEVER GET THE BETTER OF ME AGAIN!! IM FREE FROM YOU, YOU DEAD BASTARD!! " i scream while jumping off backwards.
i look up with a shocked face to see a normal looking chishiya from the rooftop ledge, looking down at me while giggling. i don't remember any of this! why am i suddenly falling? why..?
i start to scream but soon i feel nothing but pain absorb me. i slowly close my eyes and every starts to fade away. the last thing i see is chishiya.
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MINI A/N
I GOT MY HAIR CUT!!!! I LOVE IT SMMM!!!
anyways sorry i'm not posting so much😞