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'No. You're testing me.' I tell him, getting on him, straddling him
He was more shocked than I expected. He wasn't sure what was going on. But that's okay. If he doesn't want it, he can push me away. I leaned in closely, placing a soft kiss on his jawline, going slowly towards his lips. He was completely frozen. 
'What's wrong? You were flirting so badly, and now you're scared?' I tease him
'That's not the word I'd use.' He says, wrapping his arm around my back and running his other hand through my hair. 
'You shouldn't do this to me.' He says, looking at my lips as he speaks
'If you don't want me, then stop flirting with me.' I tell him, clashing my lips on his. I felt his grip tighten as I deepened the kiss. It wasn't a soft kiss like we shared earlier. This was a kiss that screams 'I want you'.
It was a passionate, deep, long kiss. He kept pressing me and pulling me closer to himself, and I kept grabbing onto him wherever my hands could reach him. I felt his fingers slowly creeping up under my shirt at the back, and it felt good. 
I pulled away from his lips, kissing his neck. He exhaled loudly, pulling on my hair a little. He smells incredible. He's just turning me on even more. 
'NaRi..' he whispers my name, gently pulling on my hair to stop me
I pulled away from his neck, barely catching my breath. 
'What is it?' I whisper, looking into his eyes as I'm gently caressing his jaw
'I don't want you to rush yourself into anything if you're not ready. I want you, trust me. I want you more than I can put into words. But I don't want you to feel like you've made a mistake.' He says, still holding me close
'Do you think this is a mistake?' I ask
'Not for me, no. I think we both know how I feel about you.' He smiles lightly
'Then you should know by now that I feel the same way.' I tell him, leaning in to kiss him again. 
He kissed me without resisting but pulled away shortly after. 
'Then, are you ready to be with me?' He lifts my chin just enough to meet his eyes. 'Because if not, then we should wait until you are. I don't want to do this and ruin any chance I might have to have you.'
'How are you always so shameless, but you find the worst time to be a gentleman?' I sigh deeply, leaning my forehead to his, closing my eyes.
He giggles a little. 'I'm sorry. I just want to do right by you. I like you way too much to mess this up.' 
I chuckle. 'You are so in reverse. You tried getting me in your bed when I was taken, and now when I'm all over you, you're making me wait. You truly are special.' 
'At least I keep it interesting.' He giggles
'That you do.' I pull myself away, looking at him. 'Okay. We'll wait.' I smile
'I hate myself so much right now.' He sighs at himself
'You shouldn't. You've done nothing wrong. Except cockblock yourself.' I giggle, teasing him
'I'm not ever gonna hear the end of this, will I?' He chuckles softly
'Nope.' I smile, then lean in, pressing my lips on his gently. I felt him smile lightly as he was kissing me back, holding me close to himself. 
'Let's watch the next part so you can watch me get angry even more.' He jokes
'I'm in full support of that.' I giggle
As much as I want him, I think he's right. I shouldn't rush it. 
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'Mmmm... don't move.' I mumble, getting myself comfy on Jimin's arm