(Finished unrevised)
Lisse is thrown into a relationship with the biggest kpop band and is unsure how to navigate that with her dark past and history of mental health. Can she handle juggling 7 boyfriends? Will she fall in love with just one?
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Yoongi and Jimin both snuggled into me. I was exhausted and tired. I had fallen asleep but kept waking up from light cramping. Nothing out of the ordinary. Until....
"Jimin? Yoongi?" I whispered. "I think I peed my pants. Owwww." I held my lower stomach and winced. "Jiminn." I dragged out the min in his name.
"Jagiya." Jimin woke up.
I bent over and held my belly but it felt like I couldn't breath. I managed to gasp "The babies?"
"Get up." Jimin whacked Yoongi with a pillow. Yoongi opened his eyes and looked at Jimin. "The babies come on."
Yoongi shot out of bed and grabbed my hospital bag we recently packed. Jimin picked me up and carried me to his car. They were so calm, however I wanted to scream. And to be honest I did.
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Every bone in my lower body felt broken. "They're not coming out" I cried.
"Can you give a push baby A is on their way out." The doctor said.
"I can't do this." I screamed.
Jimin and Yoongi both grabbed my hands to allow me to squeeze. I squeezed so hard I'm positive I broke both of their hands. "You're doing so good Jagiya." Jimin rubbed my shoulder with his free hand.
"Baby A is about to be out." The doctor said. "We need one strong push."
"No."I whined in pain. Jimin squeezed my hand.
"Come on don't you want to meet Daesu or Saehee!"
I nodded and squeezed Yoongi and Jimin's hand as hard as I could. With a push the doctor held up a baby boy. Yoongi stepped over and helped them with whatever had to be done. Jimin gently rubbed my head as I caught my breath. "Min Dae-Su." I sighed.
Jimin smiled and kissed me. "Great job jagiya."
"I need a break." I sighed.
"Unfortunately baby b won't understand breaks." The doctor grinned once she returned from getting Daesu and Yoongi ready. "Once the other babies out you can have both okay?"
I nodded and closed my eyes as the doctor instructed me when to push. With 4 large pushes and Jimin's coaching baby b was out.
"A beautiful baby girl." The doctor smiled holding her up. "Lets have Jimin get her clean then we'll give you them both okay?"
As Jimin left Yoongi walked over to me and placed Daesu in my hands. A waterfall of tears left me. His eyes looked at me curiously as he sucked away on a rubber pacifier. His eyes were the same as Yoongi's. "He's perfect." I whispered.
Yoongi smiled. "He is, isn't he?"
A smiling from ear to ear Jimin walked over to me. "Meet your Mommy Saehee." He placed her in my free arm. She looked up at me sleepily, her lips identical to Jimin. "Wow." I whispered with a smile. "Hi Saehee, Hi Daesu." I whispered quietly to just them. Two very healthy and beautiful babies.
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The day or so after we went home. All of the boys wanted to hold the babies or help out in some way, which if I'm being honest was a huge help. I was exhausted. The twins were not on the same schedule at all. If one was crying and being fed the other slept until the other fell back to sleep. Needless to say I am tired.
I held Saehee on my legs upright while feeding her. I wanted to fall asleep, but knew I could keep myself awake for the rest of her feeding. Her big brown eyes looked at me with love and admiration.
Namjoon came and sat by me on the bed. "She's so beautiful."
"Thank you." I grinned.
"Where is Dae?"
"Yoongi has him with Jungkook and Hoseok."
"Wheres Jimin?"
"Tae and him went to grab more bottles, diapers, and well more everything." I laughed.
"Watching you be a mom really makes me want to have a baby with you myself." He smiled at me.
"Hmmm.... Well I can't have sex for 6-8 weeks.... But it couldn't hurt to try after hm?"
"You'd want to try?"
I bit my lip. "Maybe. Or maybe we should get through the first year with these two."
"Maybe I don't want to wait that long." He kissed me gently. I smiled as he reached over grabbing the bottle and Saehee. "Get some rest."
"But Saehee."
"Don't worry about her." He smiled down lovingly at the baby holding the bottle to her mouth. "One of her appa's have her." He walked out of the room leaving me to my tiredness. I was exhausted after all.
However I couldn't sleep. My mind was elsewhere. I missed Benson. I can't help but feel like in so many ways I failed him. I rested my hand where Namjoon was sitting and my hand hit a stack of papers. What the?... I picked the papers up and looked at them.
No way.
"You have been granted custodial sole custody" was all I could read before the tears became flooded in my eyes. I turned the paper thinking this was it. They were taking my babies from me. I felt sick. How could they do this to me. How could I have allowed this again? Thats why he took her. Thats why they all left. All I could manage was a muffled scream. I was too tired to continue reading. Too tired to fight it.
But I decided to read the next page anyways.
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AN; there will be maybe 5 more chapters. The next one will be shorter.
